I'll End My Days In A Hail Of Bullets Just To Be With You (Frerard)
B.F.F. /BF But Not Now
Frank's POV
It's been 3 months since we broke up for I don't know what reason well almost 4 but, still you continue to ignore me, like if I'm not real. The only person who talks to me is your brother and I appreciate it and all but, I need you. I've been losing all hope that everything is going to get better because truly its gotten worse. Luckily you don't know that I've started at old habits with smoking, drinking, not eating anything, and even cutting. Ray tells me to be stronger but I can't I'm weak you took all my strength. Last time Ray and I went to the coffee shop, you and your brother followed us there, you said mean words about me you thought I wouldn't be able to hear. But what got me the most was "I never want to see him ever again." After that one line I ran to the restroom and threw up and cried on the floor. You walked in and took a minute to stare at me then explained to me how pathetic and I am. I knew it all but it hurt more hearing it from you, Gee. I still remember the day you broke up with me, you said we would still be best friends and how you wished you were here to take the pain from my eyes. Like you broke up with me by text. The next day my mom found me lying on the floor in my blood, I was sent to the hospital and Ray was told and he told you. And that's where you found out how pathetic I am, and now look at us, you can't even see me without disgust, or without explaining how you should have noticed how much of a mistake I am. I wonder why Ray still talks to you.I guess it's cause your so perfect. Ugh what I would do to be with you again. I would forgive you for all the pain you caused me. But I still wonder why you broke up with me.
It's been 3 months since we broke up for I don't know what reason well almost 4 but, still you continue to ignore me, like if I'm not real. The only person who talks to me is your brother and I appreciate it and all but, I need you. I've been losing all hope that everything is going to get better because truly its gotten worse. Luckily you don't know that I've started at old habits with smoking, drinking, not eating anything, and even cutting. Ray tells me to be stronger but I can't I'm weak you took all my strength. Last time Ray and I went to the coffee shop, you and your brother followed us there, you said mean words about me you thought I wouldn't be able to hear. But what got me the most was "I never want to see him ever again." After that one line I ran to the restroom and threw up and cried on the floor. You walked in and took a minute to stare at me then explained to me how pathetic and I am. I knew it all but it hurt more hearing it from you, Gee. I still remember the day you broke up with me, you said we would still be best friends and how you wished you were here to take the pain from my eyes. Like you broke up with me by text. The next day my mom found me lying on the floor in my blood, I was sent to the hospital and Ray was told and he told you. And that's where you found out how pathetic I am, and now look at us, you can't even see me without disgust, or without explaining how you should have noticed how much of a mistake I am. I wonder why Ray still talks to you.I guess it's cause your so perfect. Ugh what I would do to be with you again. I would forgive you for all the pain you caused me. But I still wonder why you broke up with me.
7/3/15