Oh, Baby Let Me In

I pecked Frank's lips before I walked up to the front door of Mikey and I's house. I gently shut the door behind me and sighed happily to myself, pressing my back against the door with my eyes closed.

"How'd the date go?"
I squealed. "Mikey what gives? You scared me, you dick."
My brother laughed. "Sorry. I was just getting a glass of water."
"The date went very well as a matter of fact." I stated with a huge grin plastered to my face.
"Really? That's great."

I nodded and I was still smiling.

Mikey took a sip out of his glass he held in his hands and gave me a look. "You two fucked didn't you?"
"What?! Noooo!"
"Well, why are you so smiley then?"
"Because. He asked me to be his boyfriend!"
"Oh, shit. Congrats! It's about time too." Mikey said and took a swig of his water and walked away, headed toward his room.
"I know, I know." I said, barely in a whisper.

I was so happy.

****

* 3 weeks later*

I woke up in a good mood.

I made my brother and I scrambled eggs and toast for breakfast. Then we chilled out on the couch and watched crappy horror movies for a few hours until we both got bored.

I headed out to buy more cigarettes since I ran out last night because Frank ran out of his and smoked just about all of mine.

I finished paying and was about to start walking back home when my phone rang. It was Frank.

"Hey handsome." I beamed.
"Hi cutie. What are you doing?"
"Just on my way back home. I had to run out and buy more cigs since someone kept bumming them off of me last night." I giggled.
"It's not my fault." Frank whined.
I scoffed. "Hey, my pack was nearly full until you got a hold of them."
It was Frank's turn to giggle. "I'm sorry."
"Don't worry about it."

There was silence for a few moments until Frank answered. "Wanna come over to my apartment? Unless you'd rather do something else, that's fine too."
"No, that's fine. I just got to my house now. I'm gonna go shower and do some stuff first, okay?"
"Sounds good. Call me when you are ready, and I'll come pick you up."
"Okie dokie. See you in a bit."

****
I threw a load of laundry in the washer. Then I vacuumed and dusted my room. It was getting in serious need of cleaning.

I grabbed a quick shower.

Lastly, I putting my clothes in the dryer and turned it on.

I was humming softly to myself as I grabbed my wallet and cell phone. I make sure to never the leave the house with either things.

I headed to the living room and gave Frank a call. It was 1:00.

He told me he'll be over in ten minutes to come get me. I told Frank I could walk, but he insisted on picking me up anyway.

****
In a short matter of time, I was at Frank's apartment.
His dog, Sweet Pea, greeted us at the door and I pet her head and walked over to the couch.

Sweet Pea hopped up onto my lap and I pet her some more.

Frank smirked over at us. "You're good with animals."
"Yeah, I am. It's a shame I'm allergic to cats or else I would have one."
He frowned. "Aw. I'm sorry sweetie."
"It's okay."

Frank's dog immediately got down from my lap and ran over to Frank. Frank picked her up and hugged her against his chest then put her down.

Frank plopped down on the couch next to me and gave me a smirk and leaned in, brushing his lips, softly over mine.

I leaned in and kissed him.

The kisses we shared were different than the first times we kissed. They were electric but sweet and affectionate.

I pulled away, feeling myself blush and giggled.

Frank raised an eyebrow. "What?"
I shook my head. "I don't know. I'm just happy for once, y'know?"
"Me too." Frank beamed.

I took Frank's hands in mine and he leaned again, kissing me with more passion.

Frank trailed his hands down my side, until he reached my ass. He gave my ass a squeeze and I squeaked.

I blushed and went back to kissing Frank, letting him deepen the kiss.

After a few minutes, Frank began kissing my neck, causing me to whimper.

He continued to kiss my neck but he pulled away and stood up. He put his hand out, pulling me to my feet and lead me back to his bedroom.

My heart starting beating rapidly. I was sure we were gonna have sex.

I just wasn't so sure I was ready yet.

"Frank, wait." I said, biting my lip nervously.
"What's wrong?"
"I-I just don't know if we should be doing this yet."
Frank sighed. "I'm sorry. We don't have to do anything you don't want to."
I smiled at him. "Thank you."

"So...." Frank said as he scratched the back of his head. "What do you wanna do?"
I bit my lip as I thought. "We can continue to make out?"
He nodded and soon tackled me to the bed, attacking my lips with his own."

****

I walked home later that night. Frank again, told me he would drive me but I didn't want him to.

Besides, I felt awkward about rejecting him earlier.

I felt really bad for making Frank wait. I can feel his raging hard on through his jeans. I was hard myself, but I just wasn't ready yet.

I am a virgin..well that's not true. I had sex with a girl, but I never had sex with a guy.

I have given blowjobs before and recieved them as well.

I was too shy to tell him that I'm a virgin. We're adults but I was scared he wouldn't want me anymore once I told him.

I must be really pathetic. I'm going to be 25 this month and can't even get the courage to tell my 22 year old boyfriend that I was scared of having anal sex.

We've been together for only a couple of weeks.

I think I'll give myself to him completely once we been together a little longer.

I sure hope he'll understand.

This is my first relationship in years and I am scared shitless.

I sighed and turned on my Ipod, laying back on my bed.

In no time, I was asleep.

****
I shut my alarm off and got dressed for work. I was skipping the shower.

I put on my shoes and stuffed everything I needed into my pockets.

I ate a bowl of Frosted Flakes then went out the front door to go to work.

The day seemed to really drag on today. I just wanted it to be over. I only work 9:00 to 3:00 every day, but sometimes it feels a hell of a lot longer.

I was outside having a smoke on my break when I felt someone wrap their arms around my torso.

I quickly spun around to see who it was. It was Frank.

I smiled and kissed his lips. "What are you doing here?" I asked.
"It dawned on me that I haven't gone here since before you started working here. "He said with a shrug."
I giggled. "Oh? Is that so?"
"Uh-huh. So how long you have 'til you have to go back in?"
"Hmm. I actually should be getting back in now."

He groaned.

I giggled again and tossed my cigarette on the ground, and stepped on it. "Don't worry, I'm done in an hour."
Frank beamed. "I'll just hang out here until you're done, if that's cool with you."
"That's alright with me." I smiled.

I nearly face-palmed when I just came to the realization.

I turned to Frank. "Aren't you supposed to be at work?"

"Oh. Nahh. I switched shifts with someone for the day. She has some family thing."

"I see."

****
When my shift was over, Frank walked me back to my house.

I made us some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and we watched some Green Day documentary that was on TV.

We pretty much ate in silence because I was starving.

I really should start packing a lunch for myself or something.

I'll have to go to the grocery store later or tomorrow, to get food I can bring with me to work.

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