{Gerard's P.O.V}


During the holiday of Christmas I decided to spend it getting to know Lynn. So far she seemed pretty cool, she had awesome music taste as well as that she liked marvel. She also seemed to get along with Mikey which is always a brilliant seeing as he’s handy when I start to lose my interest in conversations. We were currently eating pizza, well I wasn’t but those two were. As I lingered in the back, staring the tv screen, It hit over me that I’ve not spoken to or even seen Frank in over week- I do feel extremely guilty seeing as he doesn’t have many friends but he's probably passing his days smoking weed or drinking... who knows. I sigh out contently and decided to go to bed after Lynn left, we exchanged our goodbyes before I got ready for bed and fell asleep as soon as my head was to the pillow.

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It was getting closer and closer to Christmas, time was ticking and I desperately need to gather presents up for relatives and friends. Me and Mikey decided to go to local mall, we made a pact to split off and re-meet back at the food court; wondering around to find some sort of handy gift for everyone I had to make the decision on getting Frank something. It wouldn’t have to be too expensive just a few bits and bobs, maybe a few posters or movies- yeah. Maybe a film because he had a damn collection of horror films but then again, he most likely has every possible film I can consider thinking of.

I wondered through the music store that was down by the more stranded area of the mall and picked a few CDs that caught my eye. I decided on a green day jumper and The Smiths album. It’s plain but it’ll do for him.

Once everyone’s presents were in order me and Mikey made our way home again, typical conversation was passed until he asked a question.
“What did you do at Frank’s?”
I licked my lips at the memory and shrugged.
“Just some stuff, I suppose. Nothing too important.”
He looked at me warily then quirked an eyebrow questioningly.
“Are you sure? Hm… assume I’ll take your word for it but just be careful with him, he’s kinda’ weird and a bit of a sex addict. I’ve seen his horny side and sometimes he goes completely out of his w—forget it, never-mind his sex life, but I just don’t want you to get hurt.”
I shook my head to my brother’s words.
“You shouldn’t be the one worrying, if he’s the sex maniac you state he is then I should be the one of being cautious of what he’s trying to do to you. I’m older and more protective.”
Mikey saying that has made me more concerned I wonder how many people Frank has slept with. Shit. What happens I’ve got some sort of STD because of him? Now I’m going to have to go to doctors, I don’t want my first fuck to be a regret because that was the best night of my life even if that’s an overstatement but it’s the direct truth. Plus how would Mikey even know? Unless Frank has tried to make a move on Mikey, ew.. that'd be weird seeing as we're brothers but I won't dwell on it otherwise I'll get jealous.

After an hour of contemplating on if I should get a doctor’s appointment I did and it probably seems extremely dramatic but that shit appears too scary; I don’t want any risks and if so, it’s better to find out sooner rather than later in case it’s curable or not.

Notes

This is a really short chapter but i havent updated in forever and i am sorry, i'll try to update again soon. just been busy with stuff.

~Ellie