Sickness

I didn’t know I fell asleep until I felt someone nudge my shoulder lightly, the voice was faint and it seems like they were talking from miles away, as I regain by full consciousness I found myself in car to my amazement my memory did flood back quickly from the jocks the weather and then those beautiful hazel-green stunning eyes. Stunned at how my eyes betrayed me in a car with a stranger I looked around to find myself still in the car;
“Hey kid wake up” he said I looked at him the street light emitting on his features. My mouth dry, my head feels like it’s about to explode.
“W-Where are we?” I managed to say as I looked out at the road, which wasn’t the road I was left in we were in a neighbourhood.
“We’re in Belleville, parked outside of my apartment.” he said as he took the keys out of the ignition. I nodded as I undid the seatbelt which I do not remember doing.
“Oh okay, I’m uh sorry for falling asleep, I didn’t even notice how tired I was” I said as I opened the door.
“It’s okay kid, you were exhausted” he slid out of the car and opened the back door, I felt panic go through my body as I remembered my satchel and it was nowhere near me, looking down at my feet and then back at Frank, my breathing was getting rapidly as my heart furiously ached as I realized I lost everything I had left of Billy.
Gathering myself together I inhaled deeply and exhaled “Are you okay kid? You look like you’ve seen a ghost” he said, I looked back at him, he was still in the backseat taking out his stuff on the pavement.
“Have you seen my satchel? I had it with me in the car, I cannot find it.”
“It’s here in the back, you dropped it while you were asleep” he said while handing it to me.
“Oh, thanks” I gently took it and sighed in relief as I hugged it against my chest, damn this headache is kill me, my feet are killing everything fucking hurts.
“Come on kid you’re not planning of staying in the car all night are you?” Frank said as he closed the back door, I nodded and slid out the car, closing the door behind me, I followed him as he clicked the little remote on his key chains to lock the car.
I followed him behind up to his apartment, it wasn’t such a big building, there were only 5 stories the apartment itself wasn’t as big as I expected, then again there were three doors in one hallway which obviously the apartment wouldn’t be that big.
Frank placed his luggage’s by the couch and plopped himself down on it;
“I fucking hate driving for so long it’s exhausting” he said either to me or to himself. I was still stuck between the hallway and the apartment’s door, should I trust him? What if he rapes me? Then again he had that chance when I was fast asleep in his car earlier.
“Are you just going to stand there all night?” he said as he stood himself up from the couch and made his way to another room, which from where I am standing could clearly see it was a kitchen I heard something pouring and then two clicks, I could see his back from here and honestly he didn’t look like he could do harm, he was shorter then I was and lean, but I can make out the details of his biceps from underneath that awfully tight shirt he was wearing and those tight jeans weren’t helping I could see every little movement underneath them and god that made my mouth water. What the fuck am I thinking? I only met this stranger a couple of hours ago and here I am drooling over him my teenage hormones are the ones that will get me in trouble one day.
“Coffee?” he asked as he turned around to face me instantly making me blush, it was too obvious in his arched brows that he saw me staring at him, I brought my hand up to my neck and cleared my throat “Y-Yea please” I said as I slowly made my way inside, closing the door softly behind me. It wasn’t much to expect from the apartment a small living room with a small dining table a little bit away from the couch that had four chairs round it, there was a small hallway that led to two other rooms which I think was a bedroom and bathroom.
Frank came back into the living holding two mugs filled with coffee and handed me one as he sat down on the couch, I sat down next to him and inhaled the scent from the mug, god that’s so relaxing all my nerves has calmed down by the smell of caffeine.
“What time is it?” I asked, Frank rolled his sleeve up a little bit revealing colourful skin under the gourmet and a silver watch “Half past Three” he said shaking his hand so that the sleeve will return back in its place. Jesus fuck it’s late, I sighed and took a sip, who in the right mind would be drinking coffee at this hour? Gerard Arthur Way and Frank whatever his surname is it’s a good thing I’m sort of immune to Caffeine luckily I won’t be jumping around like a child for some twisted reason it calms me down sometimes I guess that’s what an addiction is right?
“Well, Gerard right? You’re lucky this couch can be turned into a bed, I’ll get you some covers, a pillow and in the morning we’ll go search for this school of yours” Frank said placing the mug on the coffee table and pushing it further away from the couch.
“Yea, yea, uhm Thanks for this” I said getting up from the couch scratching my neck a bit. He shrugged and smiled as he made his way down the hallway disappearing into the left room, his smile making my knees get weak god damn it Gerard get your shit together it hasn’t even been a month since I last saw Billie and here I am, a strangers smile is literally making it impossible for me to think straight. I mean yea it’s been over a month since I had a good night. What you thought I was a virgin? I consider myself being one of those few teenagers who actually lost their Virginity pretty late, being fifteen almost sixteen in a few months that’s pretty late in today’s society. Billie was my first one and I don’t regret it, I loved him and it felt great but now being away from him and his touch is killing me, life is short yeah but when it comes to dating and relationships you don’t have to speed things up, and me and Billie were taking it oh so slow, but shit happens to those less fortunate in life I never thought I would ever find anyone else attractive other than him yeah, thinking about it now it’s fucking stupid. And I’m fucking stupid I cannot lie and say Frank isn’t attractive cause that man was fucking beautiful.
He returned back into the room and arranged the couch and placed the sheets and pillow on it “Night kiddo” he said patting me on my shoulder.
“Night” I said sitting down on the couch while running both my hands through my hair.
Exhaustion finally got to me again and without thinking twice I was drifted into dream world where thin lips and beautiful hazel eyes surrounded me.

Notes

I honestly have no idea how I finally managed to write this chapter and I am wrecking my brains apart to give this story a great plot I have three already written down but still not sure. It usually takes me a day to write a chapter and this time it took me three days, my boyfriend is currently undergoing a serious operation in his back, it's been a hell of a week going for tests and shit, and after finally last monday the hospital agreed on keeping him there for the night so they'll do it on Tuesday but living in a shitty country as Malta they sent him back home and called him in today. I cannot fucking get a break from life and trouble, I am just trying so hard to finish Whips in passion and giving this story the outcome I want it.

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