bad boy (Frerard)

Frank's POV
A sob breaks through my body, I cover my mouth trying to hide it. My dad used to rape and beat me when my mom went to the store or a friends house, I remember begging her not to go but she never listened! Until one day my neighbors heard me screaming and called the police. I remember the look on my moms face as the cops told her what happened. She was devastated, she held me in her arms until I fell asleep. All the nightmares start flowing back to me, as I close me eyes. I don't want to talk to Gerard again, and I don't want to be near him. I just want to be left alone.
*next day*
I walk into the kitchen and see Gerard making out with some girl. I walk out slowly and run to the up to my room. I slam my door and collapse on the floor. I shouldn't be upset, I don't want to be near him, but i just have this sad feeling in my stomach. I get up and walk to the bathroom. I lock the door and take out my razor. I lift up my shirt and carve FAT into my stomach, blood starts gushing. I grab a towel and press it against my stomach. I shakily grab the razor and bring it to my arm carving UGLY on my skin. I grab the towel and tab it on my arm and stomach waiting for it to stop bleeding. I stand up holding the sink for support and get in the tub. I turn the handles, and wait for it to fill up.
*15 mins later*
I got cleaned off and bandaged myself. I grab a long sleeve shirt with sweatpants and change into them.
Gerard's POV
After I finished having sex with the girl who's name I forgot, I sent her home. "Come on we are going out to eat." My dad says. Me, Linda, my dad and Mikey all get in the car. My dad drives off and onto the high way.
Frank's POV
I watch out the window as they leave, do they realize they forgot me? I guess not. I grab my jacket, run down stairs and out the front door. As I step outside the cold air hits my face. I take a deep breath and walk towards onika's house.
*onika's house*
"Onika I have to tell you something." I say nervously. "Yes?"
"Gerard tried to get with me." I blurt out. Anger flashes across her face and her fist clench. "I'm gonna fucking kill him." She grits through her teeth. "No! Just please leave it alone." I beg. "But Frankie! He thinks he can get away with everything!" She whines. "Yeah but he hasn't tried anything since!"
"Fine but if he tries something, you better tell me!"
"Thank you." I sigh. She drags me outside on her porch. "Let's play jump rope!" Onika exclaims. She calls her friend Dwayne (Dwayne is lil Wayne XD) over by us. "Hey onika!" I hear him say while hugging her. "Who may this beautiful fertile be?" He says pointing to me. I smile shyly and wave. "That is Frankie." She says. He smiles and winks at me.
*1 hour later*
Dwayne gives me a piggy back ride around the courtyard while Onika plays with the chalk on the sidewalk. I see a car pass by, but then quickly back up. I tell Dwayne to move closer so I can see who's in the car. I see Gerard Mikey and Donald jump out the car with angry faces. I get off Dwayne's back and Onika runs towards us. "Why do they look angry?" Onika asks. I shrug and hide behind Onika. "FRANK!" The angry dom's scream at the same time. They stop about 3 feet away from us. "Who the fuck are you?" Mikey screams at Dwayne. I come out from hiding behind Onika and glare at the three. "He's our friend!" I defend. "Yo chill I was just hanging out with Frank and Onika, what's the big deal?" Dwayne questions. "Cause he's a fertile and your a Dom!" Donald growls at him. "So? We're just friends, stop worrying so fucking much!" Dwayne growls back. "Stop fighting, we all are just friends!" I yell. They all look surprised by my outburst. "Frank your grounded! Don't talk to me like that!" Donald says sternly. "Your not my fucking dad and you never will be." I say through clenched teeth. "Frank get in the fucking car now." Mikey says calmly. I hug Onika and Dwayne goodbye and walk to the car with the three pissed dom's oh joy. When I get in the car my mother glares at me, I roll my eyes and flip her off. "Don't flip off your mother!" Donald screams in my face. "Suck my dick." I smirk. He just drives off, looking annoyed. The whole car ride is silent, until Gerard says something. "Frank your such a fucking brat!" Gerard snaps. "And your such a fucking pedophile!" I sass. He looks hurt, Mikey and Donald look mad that I said that to him. "Frank when we get home, you got straight up to your room and don't even come down for dinner your not welcome." Donald says. I look at my mom but all she does is nod in agreement. "Your a worthless brat." My mom hisses. I hold back tears and just glare at everything. "Your a bad mom." I hiss back. I see her silently crying, Donald look at her with sympathy. He parks in the driveway, I jump out the car and slam the door. As soon as I get in the house I run up the stairs as fast as I could and go up to my room locking the door shut. The tears rush down my face, I run to the bathroom and lock the door. I open the cabinet and grab my razor. I take off my sweat pants, then drag the razor down my thigh carving BRAT. I drag it down my other thigh carving WORTHLESS. I watch the blood drip down my legs. I crawl towards the bath, start the water and get in. I sit in the bath and wait for my wounds to stop bleeding. 15 minutes later they stop, I grab a towel and get out. I change into my my old clothes, then I exit the bathroom. I hear laughing and talking come from downstairs, they're having fun without me. No surprise. I sigh as my thoughts take over. would they be happier without me? Would they even miss me? Would they even notice I'm gone? "This time won't you save me? Baby I can feel myself giving up." I mumble under my breath. Maybe one day I will be gone.

Notes

yay i updated again. the song is save me by Nicki Minaj