For The Rest Of Our Lives

I was awakened by a beam of sunlight shining through the bedroom window. I still felt his warm arms wrapped our me, holding me close to him, our legs tangled together. I carefully turned around, gazing upon his calm face, his black hair sticking to his face and his mouth slightly open, calmly and deeply breathing. I pressed my lips to his cheek, giving him a soft kiss good morning. A moment later his eyes fluttered open, a sleppy smile appearing on his face.
"Good morning beautiful" I whispered, looking in to his hazel eyes that this morning had shades of brown in them.
"Morning" he mutered, pressin a sloppy kiss to my lips. I watched how the morning sun sparkled on his pale skin, making it seem like it was magic.
"What?" he asked when he noticed I was staring at him.
"You're beautiful, like magic" I said, gently touvhing his cheek that had turned red. He looked up at me, giving me another kiss before he spoke again.
"I love you Frankie" he breathed out.
"I love you too Gee" I smiled, pulling him closer to my myself, feeling how his naked body pressed against mine, sending a rush of pleasure through my body. Our lips collided in a kiss, out tongues softly tangling with each other. We pulled away after a while, still letting our foreheads touch as we gazed in to each others eyes.
"Last night was fun" giggled Gerard, his lips curving in to a big smile.
"It was, wasn't it?" I agreed, leaning my head on my hand, looking down at my sleepy boyfriend. Every morning like this was a blessing sent from heaven itself, because we never had much time to spend it together.
"You want some breakfast?" asked Gerard, stretching his limbs, releasing a loud moan.
"Of course" I smiled, runnning my fingers through his thick hair.
"What do you want?" he asked as he oulled on his boxers.
"Well, it is Sunday. Sunday is pancake day, isn't it?" I reminded him with a small smile decorating my face.
"How could I even forget" he said dramatically, before disappearig behind our bedroom door. I laid in bed for some time after Gerard had left, remembering what happened last night and how long I have waited to feel him again. But this morning wasn't special just because of the passion that took over us the night before, it was special, because this just might be the day I bend my knee before the man I love with all my soul and ask him to be mine until death do us part. I smiled at the thought of asking him to marry me and it filled me with the pures joy, thinking how surprised he'll look when I display rhe engagment ring, I had bought weeks ago, to him.
Soon the smell of delicious Sunday morning pancakes flew to the bedroom, so I got up, putting on my boxers and a Misftis t-shirt, realising it was actually Gerard's. I took a big wiff og the shirt, feeling how the sent filled my nose; cologne and cigarette smoke. I walked out of the bedroom, to Gerard baking only in his underwear and a plate of alreday made pancakes, waiting to be eatten on the kitchen counter. When Gerard heard me entered, he turned around with a grin stretching from ear to ear.
"They smell delicious baby" I smiled, sitting behind the counter and just admired the man standing before me. Even though he did not except his body as it was, in my eyes he was perfect.
"Go ahead and start eating, I'm just about finished" he said, pouring batter in the frying pan. Without another word I sunk my teeth in to the soft food, feeling how it began to melt in my mouth.
"Wow, these must be the best so far Gee" I moaned in delite. Gerard smiled, putting the last pancake on the plate, then joined me in eating them.
"You're right, these are good" agreed Gerard, who then leaned on my shoulder. We ate in silence, just enjoyed each others company. When we finished breakfast, I offered to clean the dishes and told Gerard to get dressed, because I wanted to take him somewhere special. He smiled widely, then skipped in to our bedroom to get dressed.
When he came back out, he was wearing black skinny jeans, a Smashing Pumpkin shirt, that I had bought for him on our first date, leather jacket that jusr looked stunning on him and a pair of red Converse.
"How do I look?" he asked, twirling around.
"You look gorgeous sweetheart" I smiled, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him in to a gentle kiss.
"Now wait so I get changed and we can go" I said, making my way to the bedroom. When I was ready as well, with the engagment ring safetly inside my jacker pocket, we hopped in the car, with me behind the wheel, heading for our special destination. It took us about 15 minutes before we reached a small park that reminded me of a small magical forest and it just happened that Gerard and I met here about 5 years ago, when I was having one of the most crappy days of my life, before I met this black haired, hazel eyed, pale skinned angel, that turned my world around.
"Why are we here?" asked Gerard confused, but there was still a small smile playing on his face.
"I just thought it would be nice if we'd spent a day here" I smirked, taking his hand in mine, intwinning our fingers.
"To be honest, this is a very nice surprise" he said, giggling lightly.
"You're so cute when you giggle like that" I complimented him. It resulted in a light pink blush covering his cheeks. We sat down on the very bench were Gerard found me, my face buried in my hands, crying my eyes out.
"Baby, are you okay?" asked Gerard, seeing my distante expression.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I was just thinking about the day we met and how much you've changed my life for the better" I told him, locking my eyes with his. His eyes had that special little spark in them that just made them so beautiful.
"If anything, you changed my life Frank" exclaimed Gerard, tucking a strain of hair behind his ear. I smiled at his statement. He had no idea how shity my life was before him. He was my angel that raised me from the depts of hell and in to the light of heaven.
"Do you want to get some ice cream?" I asked, completely out of subject.
"Sure" nodded Gerard. I was getting a tad nervous, knowing that my moment will come soon. We walked around, hand in hand, eating ice cream and just simply talking. An hour or so passed, when we reached a small, white gazebo, surrounded by dark red roses.
"This is so beautiful" gasoed Gerard, running to the gazebo. This was the moment, it was simply perfect. I joined my love under the beautifuly crafted piece of hitely painted wood, just taking a moment to admire him. I loved how the simplest things made him smile. I loved how much he loved to draw and sinf and how tried to play my guitars, even though he wasn't very good. I loved the way he looked every single day since we met. I loved how he talked about forever, like ti was possible, like we could actually live forever in blissfull love. I loved how after he had hit rock bottom with alcohol and pills, he still rose from his ashes, becoming stronger, a more confidant person. I loved all his perfect inprefections, because all those things made him, who he was and I loved all of him, to the last fibber of his being. He was my better half and he made me feel complete.
I took a deep breath, before gathering my courage to speak.
"Gerard?" I softly called to him, my fingers twirling around the small box in my pocket, that cintained the ring.
"Yes, baby?" he turned to me, a big smile across his face. I stepped closer to him, my hands quivering.
"Gerard, you mean so much to me. You are my entire world, you make me feel whole and I would fall apart without you" I took a pause, looking him in to his surprised eyes. Then I continued: "Without you my life is pointless, and I can't imagine a day where I can't see your face or feel your soft lips on mine. I love you more then words could ever say"
Then I slowly kneeled down on one knee, taking the box out of my pocket, opening it up before him.
"Gerard Arthur Way, will you marry me?"
His eyes widen, tears piling in his eyes and a smile of pure joy was stretched over his face as he nodded.
"Yes" he breathed out, reveiling his white teeth with a smile: "Yes, I'll marry you"
I rose to my feet and without any hesitation, I pulled him to me, wrapping my arms around him, kissig him. The kiss was full of passion and love and I just couldn't believe that this beautiful, amazing, wonderful man will be mine forever. At taht moment I understood what he meant when he said forever. I was the one who pulled away, holding his face with one hand, still holding the ring with the other.
"Wanna make it official?" I smiled to him. He quickly nodded, holding out his hand. I took the ring out of the box, carefully slipping it on his left ring finger. I returned my look back up at him, his face covered with tears of joy.
"Hey, baby don't cry" I smiled to him, whipping the tears away wuth my thumb.
"I just love you so much Frank" he cried out, returning his lips to mine.
"I love you too Gerard, so much" I said in between the kiss.
"Forever?" he asked me. It was kind of our vow to each other, that we'll always love each other no matter what.
"Forever" I whispered, pulling him in to one last kiss, before we left the park and drove to our favourite restuarant to celebrate the happy occasion. Gerard spent the test of the day admiring the ring on his finger and I was so happy about that. We were engaged - It was the beginning of our forever, that now seemed possible

Notes

So, I was very hung over today, so I didn't want to do any chapter of my other stories, so I wouldn't fuck anything up. Instead I did this; I wrote this one day during school (subject: Animal Health) and here it is now... hope you like it

In the mean time stay Fabulous xo <3