Maybe This Could Work...

I woke up to my alarm clock going crazy. I must have forgotten to turn it off last night. I groaned loudly, seeing that it was only 7 a.m.. And falling back asleep didn’t happen either and when half an hour passed I decided to get out of bed and call Gerard.
I got dressed and washed my hair, removing what was left of the hair gel, then sat down in front of my bed, taking my phone from the nightstand. I searched for his number in the contact list, then pressed call.
It beeped three times before he answered.
“Hello?” he asked with a raspy voice. Clearly I have woken him up.
“Hey” I quietly said, running my hand through my wet hair.
He was quiet for a second, before he muttered out a ‘hey’.
“Did I wake you?” I asked, even though I knew I did.
“No” he said. I could hear him turning in his bed, yawning.
“What’s going on?” he asked in another yawn.
“Can you meet me in the park in an hour?” I asked, biting my lower lips.
“Ehh... Yeah, yes, of course”
“Okay... See you then”
And I hung up.
I was still a little angry at him, but I was more heart broken then angry. But I was ready to hear what he had to say and yes I missed him like hell!
I left before my dad could even wake up, going towards my first stop. To get a new cigarette packet. I quickly bought it, then made my way to the park, to the exact bench I sat on last night, the one behind the willow tree. With any luck, Gerard will know exactly where to find me.
I took a cigarette out of the packet, lighting it up, taking a big pull.
A minute later I saw him, walking down the path straight to the bench where I was sitting. His hair was red again, and messier than ever, he had his hands tucked away in his jacket pockets and loosely tied boots on his feet.
“Hey” I greeted him, as he sat down next to me.
“Hey” he muttered back, keeping his look faced downwards.
“I thought you dyed your hair” I said, trying to make small talk, before we got on to the main topic.
“It was temporary dye. I washed it of last night when I got home” he said, finally looking up at me.
“Black looked good on you” I said, a small smile playing on my face.
“Thanks” he breathed out. Then we stayed silent, the only sound amurging from either of us, was when I blew out a cloud of cigarette smoke.
“I’m sorry” Gerard then finally spoke. I threw away the cigarette bud, giving him my full attention, turning to him and he did the same.
“You just... emm... Caught me off guard” he stuttered out, reaching for my hand, but stopped himself from doing so.
“How could I have caught you off guard? You’ve said it twice before, you could have know I would say it sooner or later” I said, maybe a little too harshly then intended, so I took his hands in mine, entwining out fingers to ease the words.
“I didn’t technically say it, I mentioned it” he said, the left corner of his lips curving slightly.
“Not the point here Gerard” I said, looking straight in to his sad hazel eyes, that had shades of dark brown in them today.
“I know...” he sighed.
“Will you ever forgive me?” he then asked, pushing a lock of hair behind his ear, making him look a little more feminine.
“I have nothing to forgive Gee, you just... I don’t know... Weren’t ready to say it, I guess” I shrugged, trying to seem calm and cool on the outside when on the inside, I was in fact, breaking my own heart.
“It’s not that I’m not ready to say it Frankie! Because I am ready, I just didn’t think you would say it so soon” he said, his eyes speaking the truth.
“Well, I did say it, because I do. I do love you. More than anything” I said, gently squeezing his hand. In, sort of, an answer he leaned in, slowly, making sure I was okay with it, and kissed me softly. It was just our lips pressed against each other, nothing more, but it felt like the most perfect thing in the world. Gerard then pulled away, his face only an inch or so away from me, looking deep in to my eyes, his left hand holding me by my chin and jaw line, almost letting our foreheads collide.
“Frank, I love you. Last night you scared the shit out of me when you said it, I was scared that you said it because you felt pressured to do so. And I’m sorry for being such an ass. But I do. I love you, I have since the time you took your first step in to my classroom, when I saw how your eyes flickered to me while you made your way to you table. I fell in love with you right there and then”
“I thought you were reading” I frowned, a full on smile appearing on my lips nevertheless.
“I was pretending” he winked. I smirked, remembering how he looked on the day we met. All black, and that red tie around his neck, that went along with his hair so well.
“So, are we okay?” Gerard then shyly asked. I nodded slowly, finally letting our foreheads touch.
“We’re okay”
A big grin spread over Gerard’s face.
“Then, do you remember when I texted you, that I have a surprise for you?”
“Yeah...?” I said, unsure of what was going to happen next.
“You wanna see the surprise?” he teased, standing from the bench, pulling me up with him.
“Okay, sure” I smiled.
“Okay, wait here” he smiled, giving me a pat on the cheek, before he ran off back to his car, which was parked in the small parking lot by the park and as he did so I could help but slip my look down to his flawless ass. He walked to the trunk of the car, disappearing from my sight for a moment, before reappearing with a beautiful black guitar case wrapped in a red bow in his hands. My jaw dropped as I stared wide eyed as Gerard made his way back to the bench I was sitting on.
“Oh, my god...” I breathed out as soon as he was in the safe shade of the willow branches.
“Happy Birthday sweetheart” he grinned handing me the guitar case.
“Wow...” I slid my hand down the side of the frame, stopping at the golden clutch that was keeping the case closed tightly.
“Go ahead, open it” Gerard winked, watching me with anticipation. I bit my lower lip, my lip ring clashing against my teeth, as I slowly unclasped the clutch, opening the case even slower.
For a moment I forgot how to breathe.
It was so beautiful. I white guitar with a black swirl pattern on it. It was completely new, every bit of it polished to a shine, the strings firmly tightened and probably in tuned, with a black and red shoulder strap with little white skulls on it.
“Oh my god...” I breathed out again, staring at the beautiful instrument displayed before me, my fingers eagerly twitching to take hold of it.
“Like it?” Gerard snapped me out of my daze. I shot up my head to him, a nervous smile curving his lips.
“Like it?” I rhetorically asked.
“Baby, I love it!” I exclaimed, pulling him to me and immediately kissing his soft, pink lips. We pulled away, Gerard giggling with joy and me staring at the guitar again.
“But... How did you know I played?” I asked, finally taking my look off the guitar for a moment.
“Gina told me” he smirked, sitting us both down and placing the guitar on the side of the bench.
“Wait... Does she know?”
“No, at least I don’t think so” he shrugged, leaning back on his elbows.
Before I fell asleep last night, right before dream world took me away, I started thinking. I knew Gee and I would patch things up after last night’s incident, so I started fooling around with an idea. The idea was to tell Gina about me and Gee. Because after all those moments of doubting her and how she would react to it, made me feel pretty stupid. So, let’s take a look at the facts.
I told her I was gay. Her reaction: “Okay, that’s cool”
I told her my mom had killer herself. Her reaction: “Oh, Frankie, I am so sorry...”
I told her that my dad beats me up. Her reaction: “Oh, I’m gonna beat the shit out of him if he lays another fucking finger on you. I swear to God!” ... But then she got the stupid lung cancer. Now she can’t even run, let alone do anything about my dad.
I told her about my suicide attempt: Her reaction: *Frank! Are you okay? Don’t worry I’m here for you, always. Please just don’t ever do that again, okay?” then she hugged me. “But was it wrong with you, why would you want to leave me!” and playfully smacked me over my head.
So, yes... I was really considering telling her. If she didn’t abandon me after all those things that made me so fucked up, then why would she leave now?
“Hey, Gee?” I asked, turning my head to him. His head was leaned back, his eyes closed and the breeze softly blowing on his fiery hair.
“Mm?” he hummed, keeping his eyes closed.
“I want to tell Gina about us”
His eyes flew open in shock, his lips slightly parted. He detained his eyes, looking at me with a serious face.
“You sure?” he then asked. I thought for a second, then nodded. Yes! I think it’s time I tell Gina, that I am in love with my art teacher and that he is in love with me.
“Okay, if that’s what you want” he smiled, entwining our fingers.
“What do you want? I mean, are you okay with her knowing?” I asked, moving closer to him, smelling his cologne.
“Frankie, I want the whole world to know you’re mine, because I don’t like sharing what is mine” Gerard almost purred and making my dick twitch and harden slightly. Damn him and his sexy voice!
“Okay. Will you be with me when I tell her?” I asked wrapping my hands around his neck, leaving his hands to go around my waist.
“Of course. Whatever you need sweetheart” he purred, one of his hands sliding against the, not so visible, bulge in my pants. But after I felt his fingers, – even if it was over my jeans and boxers – I got a complete hard on.
“Teasing?” I asked, trying to keep the small moan caught in my throat silent.
“Maybe just a little bit” he whispered in to my ear, palming me through my jeans and sending a rush of energy and lust through me. The moan escaped my lips, which earned a devious smirk from Gerard. His lips left gentle kissed on my neck, each kiss driving me in to a more lust filled frenzy.
“You wanna go back to my place? No one’s home” he hummed against my skin. I hastily nodded, then pulled Gerard’s lips to mine, crashing them together. The kiss was deep and powerful and I didn’t even let him try to take dominance with his tongue, because I pushed mine inside his mouth, exploring every corner of it.
He quickly pulled away.
“Let’s go!” he said, catching his breath, then he pulled me to my feet and giving me just enough time to grab my awesome birthday present he had gotten me, before he almost dragged me to his car. What followed was a tence drive to his house...

Notes

Hey sweethearts! Okay, so I hope you like it and yes... loads of smut will follow. I'll try updating again by Sunday, but I make no primises. But I will definitaly update by Wednesday :)

And just a quick shout out to the fucked up thing that is my veterinary school, for ruining my social life (never really had one, but... okaay)

Until I update again, stay Fabulous, xo <3

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