I'm Not OK (I Promise)

"Oh god Helena no! Oh my god." Gerard screeched as he began shaking the unconscious girl. When she didn't respond he brought her into his lap and muttered. "Its okay baby. Oh shit, Helena I'm so sorry." As tears streamed down his face.

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Helena opened her eyes to be blinded by a bright light. Am I dead? She asked herself, but as her vision adjusted and she smelt that sanitary smell she realised. She was in hospital. Fuck.

"Oh god no!" She yelled as her breathing began picking up pace rapidly. A short man entered the room and ran to her bedside.

"Helena, whats wrong?!"

"Frank I can't be here....I can't." She gasped.

"What do you mean? Why can't you be here?" He asked pushing her hair out of her sweating face gently.

"I haven't been her since...since the crash." She whispered gripping the crisp bedsheets so hard her knuckles turned white and she blacked out.

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