I'm Not OK (I Promise)

I thanked Gerard for saving me, then ran out of the venue until I walked down an abandoned alleyway.

"You're such a spaz, Helena, you know that right?" Ashton asked me.

"What the hell are you doing here Ash? You're supposed to be dead."

"I wouldn't be here if you hadn't skipped your meds this morning!" Ashton spoke in a sarcastic voice.

"I wanted to be fog free for the concert tonight!"

"Thanks for not letting me go, BTW!"

"You know the consequences for your actions don't you?" Ashton said while pointing to my bag.

I got out my shiny best friend, that John doesn't know about and pressed it against both of my wrists.

Clemson colored blood came rushing out.

Just before I blacked out, I saw a shadowy figure come my way. I could only make out his hair color: It was black!

I muttered out John's name, then blacked out.

Notes

I wonder who it could be that saved Helena.