Romanticize Eternal Damnation

Frank’s P.O.V.

After that neither of us dared to mention the kiss.It was nice, though. It was a little awkward at first, but then we just started another conversation and the kiss was forgotten.
”You said you’ve seen me around?” I ask.
”Yeah,I guess. You really like standing here,in this very part of the park. That’s the main reason I broght you here. You’re here all the time.”
And at that moment I had a flashback of that place. It was me, leaning on the huge tree in front of us, drawing something. Woah, cool.
”Now that you’ve mentioned it,I do remember this place.”
I look around one more time, paying attention to the tree. Gerard asks me for another cigarette and I realise I’ve been staring at that tree for quite a long time, so I tried making things less awkward.
”Since you told me you see me here often, I assume you come here frequently.Do you like taking walks in the park?” I ask giving him a cig.
”Yeah,I guess you can say that.” And once again he puts on his mysterious face. He’s hot. I wonder if he’s gay...I’m stupid, he’s obviously gay! If not,why would he kiss me? Oh, almost forgot about the kiss. I feel blood rush throught my cheeks. Gerard noticed and a smirk appeared on his face.
God save me now! I’m going to shot blood from my cheeks if he keeps looking at me with that smirk, holy fuck! Ok, Frank, calm the fuck down. Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. Okaayyy, I think I’m good now.
”So, uhmm, Frank. Look it was nice talking to you but I really got to go. See you around?”
”Sure.”
He takes my hand and I don’t really know what he’s gonna do but I try to keep it cool,not to freak him out. After he released my hand I realised that he had wrote his phone number there. I give him a shy smile, which he returns.
”Goodbye, Frankie.”
”Bye, Gerard..”
After he leaves I feel lonely,but it’s better this way. If we’d stay longer it would become awkward and I don’t want that. I feel positivity take over my mind when I remember he gave me his number. 10 mintes later I decide it’s time to go home.

[ Time passes, it’s 9:30 PM ]

I walk downstairs to the kitchen where I found mom setting the table for dinner.
”Sup, ma’?”
”Hey, Frankie! How are you doing?”
”Great! How bout you? Hey, do you remember me having a friend named Gerard? ”
”No sweetie, sorry, I only know about Jake. Why do you ask?”
”Well I met this guy in the park today and he looked really familiar.” I blush a bit after I remember the kiss,but try to hide it. ”I don’t know..”
”Aww, is little Frankie crushing on someone?” She coos.
”Ew, no, mom, please don’t bring up that subject!” I try to defend myself.
”Alright, alright. Let’s eat.”
”Good, I’m starving.”
I eat a fuckload of mashed potatoes, which apparently is not something I would do. Mom is amazed right now, the look on her face causing me to burst out laughing. She scolds me for laughing at her, but then she starts laughing too.
This is a great day. Only one thing would make it better.
After I grew some balls I decided I should text Gerard. I save his number in my phone and the next 2 hours I debate if I should text him or not. I look at the clock and it’s already 12:50 so it’s too late,he may be sleeping.
I fall asleep with a huge smile on my face thinking about everything that happened today.

Notes

Heyy, so... I'm not dead..yet. Sup? How you doiiiing? Here's your chapter. Tuesday is my birthday...happy birthday to me!

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