Romanticize Eternal Damnation

”W-what’s happening?”
”Frankie?Sweetie? Can you hear me?”
A woman shakes my shoulders and smiles.
”Y-yeah..Who are you? Where am I?”
”You.. you don’t know who I am?
”No,should I?”
Some dude enters the room. Wait am I in a hospital?Is that a doctor? What the fuck is going on?
”He woke up?” says the doctor.
”Yeah,but he doesn’t seem to remember me” says the woman.
”Can you leave us alone for a while, Ms. Iero? I need to examine him.”
This so called Ms. Iero leaves the room.
~after some time~
“Ms. Iero, your son is suffering amnesia due to excessive blood loss. He will be fine. He still remembers some things such as his name,and the fact that he feels a connection between you two.You can take him home now but make sure you look after him and make him eat and drink lots of water,his body needs this.”
“Thank You,Doctor. I will.”
On the way home me and Ms. Iero (who apparently is my mom and I’m so glad about this, she seems so caring and loving.) talked about my life before this. She told me pretty much all I need to know. My name is Frank, I’m 17, I don’t have a father,I play guitar and I draw. I feel weird, I feel like there’s still something missing from the picture.
We got home , I ate- too much, mom wouldn’t let me go anywhere unless I ate all that was on the plate- and we continued talking about my life.
“Why did I lose my memory?”
“Sweetie.. are you sure you don’t want to sleep or anything? I don’t think you’re ready for this yet..”
“I’m sure, tell me, I can take it.” It can’t be that bad.
“Well, before I tell you anything I need you to know that you are an amazing person and you shouldn’t blame yourself for anything. Everybody feels the need to disconnect for a while,but your way of disconnecting was kind of dangerous…”
“Please..”
“Okay,if you really want this.. I found you passed out on the bathroom floor surrounded by ponds of blood. You’ve cut yourself.”
I look at my arms,there are a lot of scars and fresh wounds..woah. I remember the pain I felt before I cut and the relief I felt after..but just that. I don’t remember anything else.
“Do you know why?”
“No,honey, you wouldn’t tell me what bothered you,so I couldn’t do anything.. If only I would’ve tried to be more persistent,we wouldn’t be in this situation.”
I think she’s about to cry, I don’t want her to cry..
“Don’t blame yourself.. It’s not your fault.”
“It’s okay,sweetie.”
She hugs me, I like her hugs. I feel the love. I hug her back. I’m so lucky to have her.
“Time to rest now, you’ve had a long day.I’ll lead you to your room.”
My room is upstairs. It’s not small,but not too big either. I have a lot of posters and drawings. Oh, and a guitar. That’s pretty much it,but I really like it.
I lay on the bed and fall asleep.

Notes

Heyy! New chapter! Ok,so when I tried to log in with google and they didn't let me I really freaked out,but than I went to the forum section and found a solution ,thanks to xMyxIfinitexRomancex. So basically , if you can't log in because fuck google. you create an account on Mibba using the same email you had on your google account and than you log in here with Mibba. This chapter will be dedicated to her. You're a wonderful person,xMyxIfinitexRomancex !
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