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Romanticize Eternal Damnation

Chapter 3: You're The Devil's Go

Guuys, I just realised I need to put a trigger warning and I apologize for the fact that I didn't do the same with my first two chapters. It's not something very graphic or so,but it contains self-deprecation.

”You can call me Gerard.”
Gerard.Ok so now I don’t have to call him ”the guy” anymore.
He decides to sit on the ground,I follow his example and do the same.He puts a hand around me. I feel shivers down my spine.He notices.
”You don’t have to be afraid,Frankie. I am not here to hurt you. I’m here to protect you.”
”Where are we?”
”This is my empire.”
I don’t know when this happend but right now my head burried in his neck and he gently strokes my hair. I feel safe. Wait did he just say his empire?
”Why is your empire on fire?”
”It has always been this way. The fire never stops.They keep screaming. But It’s safe up here and it will always be.”
His white skin glows and his wings start to move slowly.I don’t think he’s gonna fly anywere. I think it’s just because he’s happy. And I can see he’s happy. He’s smiling. His hair is jet black,exactly like his jeans. Now I notice that he’s not wearing a shirt anymore. Before I realise,he catches me staring at his chest.I blush,he smirks. I love his smile.
”Do you like what you see?”
I blush even harder,if that’s possible. My face is bright red. I feel ashamed. I cover my face with my hands.
”No,no,no, Frankie. You shouldn’t hide your face.Why hide such a beautiful treasure?”
Oh my god. Did he just say my face is a treasure? Is he making fun of me?Probably... My own imagination thinks I’m a joke. I don’t blame it.I am a joke.I feel the need to cry,but try to hide it.Before I know,streams of tears are running down my face.Why am I such a sensitive bitch?
”Oh,Frankie , don’t cry. Please,don’t cry! Frankie, I’m so sorry , I didn’t mean to make you feel this way...”
Gerard puts me on his lap and takes my hand. Our fingers are interlocked. His hand is warm.My head is on his chest and he strokes my back. I want to stay like this forever. I suddenly remember what he said earlier.
”What are you protecting me from?”
”Everything.”

I wake up again to the sound of the alarm. I’m so pissed. I wanted to ask him more. But more important,I wanted to feel safe and warm and to be with him there forever... Am I hopelessly falling in love with a pigment of my imagination? I’m really fucked up..
It’s 7:00 . I bury my face in the pillows,trying to fall back asleep. But I can’t. I decide to go down, eat breakfast and say goodbye to mom. Mom seems happy this morning,and I’d like to keep it that way. That’s why I pretend I’m happy.
”Look who’s had a good night sleep. You seem happy,honey! Had a nice dream?”
Oh,mom,if you knew..
”Yeah. How are you,mom? Slept well?”
”Yes,baby,you don’t have to worry about me. As long as you’re happy, I’m happy.”
She kisses my forehead and leaves.
I go to my room and decide I want to draw. I start drawing . After I finish ,I realise I just spent two hours drawing some raven wings,but not any raven wings...Gerard’s wings..

Notes

Ok sooo third chapter :D. I think I might update again tonight (where I live it's 8:30 am soo I guess I'll update in 16 hours or something like that? After I get home from school I will start writing and see if I can do something good enough to be posted). I'm not 100% sure I will update,but I will try my best. Anyway,thank you guys for reading. As always please comment,rate,message. Tell me if there's anything wrong.
XOXOG


Comments

MMMEWWW THIS IS SO GOODkinda wish you'd update do /(.^.)\
:))

@emoqueen
Haha

Sharpest_Life_B Sharpest_Life_B
1/25/16

Emo queen bee pwease update for your bees

MCR IS MY LIFE MCR IS MY LIFE
1/14/16

@Sharpest_Life_B
I did but I thought it was just my mind playing tricks!

emoqueen emoqueen
12/23/15

Nah, I love it. But I understand bc I feel the same way about Bulletproof Heart. It got better but there are some weak parts and I'm sick of it. I'm trying to just close it up so I can get to the smutty ending. *Sigh* Did anyone even notice that Mike Pedicone became Matt at some point? Wow, just wow.

Sharpest_Life_B Sharpest_Life_B
12/23/15