Romanticize Eternal Damnation

Spending time with Gerard at the mall was awesome. Actually, it would've been awesome anywhere, cos I was with Gerard.
We, basically, spent two hours doing nothing, nothing productive anyways. We got starbucks, I got green tea and Gerard black coffee and we made our way to the record store. I was pretending to look through the vinyls there, knowing Jake probably has them all already, but I was enjoying the feeling of Gerard’s eyes on me, and I think he knew I knew he was watching me, but that just made everything more intense. I had to concentrate harder on looking like I’m just casually searching for something.
”Found anything?”
Pete, the shop assistant aaand one of my closest friends according to Jake, made his way up to me and Gerard.
”Heeey, Pete, right?”
”Ya, dude, so you really have amnesia, huh? I thought Jake was just fucking with me.”
”Nah, I do. It’s really weird honestly, random people talk to me and I’m like ’and who the fuck are you’ but than I remember the whole manners shit and yeeah.”
”You’re still the same, I couldn’t tell you lost your memory if I hadn’t knew. You looking for something for Jake?”
”Yeah, pretty much. I mean I remember random things now and then and one of those things is that Jake has a love for vinyl records, correct me if I’m wrong.”
”No, dude, totally, but I think he has them all haha.”
”What are you getting him?”
”Booze. We’re gonna get white girl wasted.”
I didn’t consider it until now but damn, it sounds like a fucking rad idea.
”I’m in.”
”You sure you don’t wanna take it easy?”
”No, dude, I’m in.”
”Kay see you around.”
After Pete disappeared I turned around and face Gerard.
”I guess there’s nothing in here for Jake.”
He smirked and gently pulled me by the wrist closer to him.
”Should I drive you home, than?”
Nonono that’s not what I wanted to happen nooo. What would keep us longer here? Ughh come on, Frank, think.
”But I want to spend more time with you..” Fuck, damn mouth won’t keep itself shut. I feel the blood comig up to my cheeks so I face the floor in a hopeless attempt to hide it.
Gee giggles and lifts my chin with his hand, looks me directly into the eyes and says:
”Then I guess we can hang out around here a little more.”

Notes

SYKE YOU THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH THIS
no, little bees, there's more
there's more
btw, that's how I'm planning to call ya from now on, little bees, everyone okay with it?
okay now you can start throwing rocks, i deserve it
XOXOG
*emoqueen bee, got it? please don't leave i can be funnier than this*