
What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead.
I'm gonna puke it anyway
I wake up with a massive headache and a hollow feeling in my stomach. The headache sucks but the hunger feels great. Its Saturday, so when I look at my clock it says '11:10', shocking me for a moment as I thought I overslept. I decide to just stay in my room instead of going downstairs and getting bombarded with questions and offers of breakfast. I stretch a bit then get my laptop from my desk. I bring it over to my beg, plug it in, then log onto my tumblr. As I'm scrolling through my dash, something catches my eye: Snowflake ana diet. (Omfg it wont let me take it off italics??? Ok nvm got it) I click on the Image and read. 'This one is for all of you Anas who are sick of their bodies. Complete this diet and lose up to 15 pounds in 2 weeks. Rules: must do 30 minutes of cardio three times a week. Drink plenty of water. Dont get caught. Good luck! xx. ' I look to see the rest of the picture. The backround image is a girl with protruding collarbones, hipbones, and well, every bone it seems is sticking out. If only I could look like that. I see that almost everyday is below 300 calories, and some days are water fasting. I decide I'm gonna try it. What do I have to lose- other than this fat of course-?
Notes
heyhihello its m e how are you I hope yr great ok so I'm back again yes ok what will happen to gerard??? when will the frerard ensue??? soon soon i pinky promise
Frick... It's been 2 years... Any hope I had at the beginning was demolished. //Sigh
6/21/18