Kids In The Dark
Chapter Seven.
Zippy’s P.O.V
I hold the blade to my thighs, my hands shaking. Pressing the blade to my thigh I slide it over my skin, watching the faint line of red appear. The next cut I press harder, I moan in relief, the pain of the day and the rejection. Gerard, I need you to want me. I hear him banging on the bathroom door, crying my name. So you want me now, well you don’t get to pick or choose, asshole.
“Leave me alone” I shout through the door. “I just want to do.” I take the blade and slash my wrist, I keep at it until I can’t see the color of my skin. I lay on the bathroom rug and let the tears fall.
“Zippy, that’s it, I’m coming in.” I hear the door being shoved; he’s not going to get in. Please don’t let him get in.
I close my eyes and wait for the pain to make me sleep.
“Is this what you want” I hear his lips at my ears, “You want to die? You want to leave me, all because I won’t fuck you.” I hear the water running, and then a cold cloth on my wrists. “You let me help you, you stop this, and I’ll do whatever you want.”
He holds me in his arms, I feel him cradle me against his chest. “I’ll build you a sex dungeon and keep you locked in. Don’t leave me. Don’t leave me, I love you.”
Gerard’s P.O.V
I told her that I loved her.
What the fuck did I do that for? I just want her to not do this, the sweet little fucked up bitch.
“I love you too.” She closed her eyes “I don’t want to die”
I pick her up and take her into what I’m guessing is her bedroom. I lay her on the bed and lay next to her. I cuddle close to her, kissing her forehead. “I don’t want you to die either”
I hold the blade to my thighs, my hands shaking. Pressing the blade to my thigh I slide it over my skin, watching the faint line of red appear. The next cut I press harder, I moan in relief, the pain of the day and the rejection. Gerard, I need you to want me. I hear him banging on the bathroom door, crying my name. So you want me now, well you don’t get to pick or choose, asshole.
“Leave me alone” I shout through the door. “I just want to do.” I take the blade and slash my wrist, I keep at it until I can’t see the color of my skin. I lay on the bathroom rug and let the tears fall.
“Zippy, that’s it, I’m coming in.” I hear the door being shoved; he’s not going to get in. Please don’t let him get in.
I close my eyes and wait for the pain to make me sleep.
“Is this what you want” I hear his lips at my ears, “You want to die? You want to leave me, all because I won’t fuck you.” I hear the water running, and then a cold cloth on my wrists. “You let me help you, you stop this, and I’ll do whatever you want.”
He holds me in his arms, I feel him cradle me against his chest. “I’ll build you a sex dungeon and keep you locked in. Don’t leave me. Don’t leave me, I love you.”
Gerard’s P.O.V
I told her that I loved her.
What the fuck did I do that for? I just want her to not do this, the sweet little fucked up bitch.
“I love you too.” She closed her eyes “I don’t want to die”
I pick her up and take her into what I’m guessing is her bedroom. I lay her on the bed and lay next to her. I cuddle close to her, kissing her forehead. “I don’t want you to die either”
Notes
Hope you like it, guys.
xoxo Nicola
