Gerards P.O.V

"Mikey, shit." I look down a blush. I know his my brother and all, but this feels worse than when I got caught by my parent's the first time I ever had sex. I feel my face flush. "This is kinda weird. Give us a minute Mikey, sorry if we disturbed you."

He nodded and walked away. Just fucking nodded, if the shoe was on the other foot I would have so many questions. I wrap my arms around Jasmine, her skin feels cold and she's shivering.

"Sorry." I kiss her forehead, "I was only Mikey though, can you imagine if is was Frank? I think I'd be in body bag right now."

She doesn't answer, just stares at my chest. "I'll run you a bath, you're freezing." I stand up, wrapping the blanket and walk off to run her a bath.

I come back into the room and she's still sitting in the same spot I left her. The whole getting caught thing must have really spooked her.

"Mikey won't tell, if that's what you're worried about. He's a great guy, you'd like him if you get to know him. Wouldn't hurt a fly, my little baby brother." I hold out my hand to help her up, but when she doesn't take it, I lean down and pick her up, cradling her in my arms.

I'm a horrible person how could I do this to her. It's all my fucking fault with the whole lets take it slow speech, and then I try to fuck her. Nice job Gee.

Jasmine's P.O.V

He's a great guy, he wouldn't hurt a fly. Maybe not, but he sure didn't care about forcing me to fuck him. He was a nice guy when he held me down, and took my virginity. Something I was saving for the one. You. You're my one Gee. Look what happened when we just tried to make love. I screamed, I could only think of him. I could only picture his face, not yours. So don't tell me to get to know him.

He holds out his hand for me to take it. I don't want to move, I just want to stay here, on this spot of floor forever. I close my eyes and try to ignore everything. He picks me up, what am I a fucking child? I don't move though, I might as well let him do whatever I want to me, I mean I did with him and Mikey.

He puts me in the bathtub, the water feels amazing. He stands to leave, kisses me on the cheek. "I'm just going out for a while, I won't be long."

I've scared him away. Nice job Jas.

Being alone gives me time to think, I know I can't tell Gerard about what happened with Mikey. It would break his heart but I could tell him without telling him it was Mikey. Maybe then he wouldn't hate me so much, maybe then he would understand if I screamed for the first few times when we had sex. I would get back to normal. I had too. I want everything Gee said we would have together. This will not break me.

I hear a knock on the door and it start to open.

"That was quick, what did you do run? Do you have some super powers I don't know about?" I let out a little laugh, The door shuts slowly. "Gee?"

"Wrong brother." I hear his voice and my body freezes. "I take it by what I saw earlier that you didn't tell him about us?"

I don't answer him. Just stay quite.

"Answer me." He pulls my hair back, making me look at his face.

"No." I whisper.

"Don't you think that's a bit mean?" Mikey bought his lips down to mine and kissed me. I wanted to throw up. "So you're going to string him along? MY BROTHER, you're going to make him fall in love with you, when we had sex."

He winds his hand up tighter in my hair and pushes my head down under the water. I'm going to die. I splash about, throwing my hands around, kicking my feet, anything that might get him to stop. Please stop. My chest feels like it burning. I try not to breath. My head starts to spin, I give up with my hands and feet, I don't have the energy. He pulls me up from the water, I cough and spit water from my mouth, before being sick.

He pulls my hair again. "Stand up."

I do as I'm told. One hand still in my hair he starts to unbutton his jeans. "No, no, please. Not again." He slaps me hard around my face.

"You want this." He pulls me out of the tub, pushes me against the bathroom cabinet. He pulls up my leg, this time I won't just let him take me.

"No" I push against his chest, trying to push my leg back down to the floor.

"I didn't want to have to do this." he looks sad for a moment, before reaching behind me to grab something. "Move and I'll cut your throat."

He pulls my leg back up, wrapping it around his waist. "You scream, I'll do it too."

I close my eyes and try to go to my happy place. I see Gerard's face, his sad. Crying. I feel him force himself inside me, it stings, burns. I yelp as he starts to speed up. "Open your eyes."

I ignore him, and then feel the cold blade against my throat, I open my eyes and look over his shoulder, I stare at a tile on the wall, it has a turtle on it. I stare, I never look at him. I feel tears in my eyes and running down my cheeks but I don't blink. I just stare.

Notes

As promised, a new chapter.
hope you like it.

I hope I'm not being to cheeky but if you have time then maybe you should check out my other fic. It's pretty much smut central.
http://www.mychemicalromancefanfiction.com/Story/72344/As-We-Ran-From-The-Cops/

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