Maybe i am?

Gerard's P.O.V.

Sunday was crappy. I slept the whole day and told my mom to tell oli i was really sick when he came for me. And there i was, at school again. When i enetered the classroom Frank was already there. That was good. The rest were messing around and laughing, i never fit in, i think they just knew my name because of the teachers' calls. I walked towards my desk.

-Hey Frank! - i said excited sitting down

-Hey- he was not really excited

-H-How you doing?

-Fine, you?

-Well... Okay.

I took my notebook and started doing the math exercises i hadn't done.

-Frank... Why did you change school?

-Stuff...

-Oh, i see- He didn't want to talk. i started reading a comic.

- First, i was expulsed because i burned the english teacher's car. I found him fucking my mom at home and then he said my mom was a bitch in class, i didn't have option. Fortunately, he was fired too. I had to go to the reformatory for one year. Then, i was expulsed for having sex with the geography teacher. She was hot as fuuuck! fortunately, she was also fired. And the last one, i was expulsed because my grades were low and i didn't go to classes- he said lowing his voice and looking down.

I didn't know what to say.... That was like woaah!

-Wow Frank!

-Yeah, judge me if you want! - he said a little disappointed

-Of course i'm not going to judge you! But you will finish here and i will help you! - i said smiling. He stared at me and i stopped smiling confused, he looked away.

-Thanks Gee- he said looking down.

-Welcome! Just know i'll always be here everytime you need it! - He smiled and i could see how beautiful that smile was.

We had classes after that and then lunch.

-I'm not hungry, i'm not eating lunch today.- he said biting his lip, i analized every action he did

-Okay, i won't either!- he was invited to go out and he just said no, this girl was kind of angry with his reaction. he took his drawings and started drawing, i was reading my comic.

-Gee, may i tell you something? - he interrupted me

-Sure!

-Last night i played again with the band and i had sex with these two hot girls and i was told by this hot girl that she loved me and is aid i did too! We had se this morning in the bathroom and she was the one who invited me going out now.- i didn't underestand the point of this-But... i don't feel anything, it's like i had done that a lot of times and i'm so confused...

-Frank... You're playing with that girl's feelings

-I know! I'm just so confused- oh my god! he was about to cry- And i'm sorry i jst don't know what to do with my life... i don't even feel the same pleasure when i fuck these girls.

-Frank...It's gonna be okay, just break up with her and clear yourmind- i caressed his hair and stared at him, it hurted seeing him sad- he layed his head on the desk. i played with his hair- You'll see how it's going to be fine! - i said low

After lunch we had classes. i was really really bored. We finally could go home and frank asked me to walk home with him. We were getting out fastly before the girl looked for frank and frank stopped when he saw a car out.

-Shit!- he said

-what's wrong? -He was about to say something when a man got out the car.

-Frank- he said serously, who the hell was that!?

-Dad...- frank said angrily

-Is this a friend? - he asked looking at me.

-Yeah! -he said- he is gerard- i smiled and he did too

-what are you doing here? -Why was frank so rude to him?

-I came to visit you.... You are never home

-Dad, i'm at school right? And... now you worry about me? Huh?

-Frank, i worry abour your future. You are a messy teenager. You are so spoilt! Not even your mom knows what to do with you!

-What the fuck? -Frank yelled. his eyes were tearing. i was unconfortable, but i wouldn't leave him alone- Mom is never home! You... you think you can buy me with your money. Maybe i'm spoilt but i'm not like anyone of you, i would never abandone the people i love. I hate you! - he was really angry.

-Frank... I know that and i'm sorry. I came here to get back the lost time. Do you think i'm happy seeing you play in this teen rock band.... Well i'm not! you are always expulsed from schools! Maybe if you were different i had never abandoned you! Do you think you are the son i wanted? NO! You are not!

-You know something dad? Fuck off! -Frank took my arm and forced me to walk really fast behind him

-You are going to regret this frank!- his dad yelled.

We walked until we were in the park behind the school. It was a little lonely. He sat under a tree and i sat next to him.

-Sorry you had to see that

-It's okay... Are you fine?

-Nope, i'm really not okay!

-The sky is really beautiful today! - i wanted him to think of something else. He layed on the grass putting his head on my legs.

- yeah- His eyes were shining- I wish i could live so calmly just like now...

-We can come here anytime you want- I said smiling.

-Thanks gerard! - he said looking at me smily

-Don't say thanks, that's what friends are for. Frank sat up staring at me. I blushed and looked away confused. He was really near and i could see his beautiful eyes.

-Gee.... Kiss me... - he said hoarsely. I stared at his eyes, i couldn't believe what i just heard. his eyes were shiny, i caressed his cheek softly seeing how it got blushy. His skin was really soft. I went nearer feeling his breath and kissed him. His lips... that was just indescriptible. They were soft and wet and tasted great. I felt like there was anytihing around. The world disappeared for that moment. Iwould never forget that, i was in heaven. He closed his eyes and i just didn't want that moment to end. Then he separated very slowly... opened his eyes and took his bag. He stood up slowly and stepped away. I couldn't say anything, i couldn't even move.

Notes

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