Maybe i am?

FRANK'S P.O.V.

I was giving one of my first shows and that was going great. There was a lot of people enjoying it and the music was awesome... And my screams were better and better, the band was doing a great job. We were playing our last song when i saw someone i felt i knew... It was the guy next to me...! He was walking with this other guy i had never seen. After i observed him a few seconds he saw me too... I smiled. he was looking directly at me like distracted... I think he didn't even notice i smiled because he didnt do back. Singing part started again and my throat was aching yet... But i was feeling it and no matter how it ached i loved doing it. The song ended and the people screamed. That was the best way of making me happy in that day that was not thaat good. We went down the stage and i hugged the guys and yeah we told us how great it was... I really loved that band. I went out to drink something and there he was, the guy with his friend. -hey!-i never thought he liked this kind of stuff... And how did he get in here, he looked such as a good boy before. -hey!-he said nervously i sat next to him -oh my god! Y-you are frank... I really loove you band! You're greaaat!- said the other guy. I smiled -thanks... Im very glad to hear that! Mm...so what's up? I never knew your names.. -well, im oliver, you can call me oli and how's that you dont know his name... He saaid he was in school with you!- the other guy blushed and looked down i giggled -you seem to be very shy right? Yeah...- i looked at him -I'im gerard..m people call me gee... - he looked back

-okay... Gee! - i smiled- am i'd stay but my girlfriend and the band are waiting me we are going to celebrate - i thought of something, these guys specially gerard needed to have some fun- oh, do u wanna come? Oliver grined-sure! -B-but... -gerard hesitated -but what?- i interrupted- -okay... We'll go!- oliver smiled I stood up and saw how the other band went up. I walked out and oliver and gee followed me. The guys were already out and taylor, my girlfriend was smoking something and kellin, my best friend was drinking a beer. I introduced the guys to gerard and oliver and we walked towards kellin house wich was near. -i invited a few people- said kellin smiley, that meant the house was full of people. His parents were not ther and i dont know how he did to have so many friends. I went towards taylor and kissed her. The guys were there talking, maybe we were a band but i wasnt really close to them and gee, oliver and kellin were there laughing and talking. Kellin had this talent to make friends. -have u been smoking drinking again taylor?-my girlfriend was becoming alcoholic in addition to many problems else i was having... I wasnt even the right pperson to judge her but that was wearing me out. -No hun... -he smelled like alcohol... And was laughing -you never listen to me even when i tell you all this because i love you- i yelled and everyone stood quiet- i whispered closed my eyes and went to talk to kellin. -you know what?! Im going home! Im sick of you treating me as a lil girl!-taylor yelled and wallked away. I could see how she couldnt walk good, she was drunk. -i went next to her and everyone stopped.let me call you a taxi- i whispered in her ear- -now-she said. She was about to cry -im sorry taylor- i kissed her cheek -fuck off frank- she started smoking again. I didnt know what to do or to say. I didnt know why she had to behave like that always. The guys were waiting for me and this was not okay. I was at the top. I couldnt get this anymore. I walked with the guys and left her there... I did all i could. -are u okay?- asked kellin -yeah, lets have fun!- gee smiled at me and that made me feel a lot better giving me peace. after walking about 10 minutes we finally arrived to kells' house. He opened the door and we got in. he brought some pizza and drinks and a lot of his friends came. I knew some of them, and i greeted some the guys were playing a drinking game t And gee and oliver were talking to kellin, and the rest were doing crazy stuff around the house. I even saw this girl topless running with a beer bottle and i was like what the acrual fuck? i sat down next to kellin

-You guys have been talkin a lot i see- they stopped and laughed
-Yeah, kellin's really nice- said oliver, gee smiled
We started talking about band stuff and i knew gee and oliver better it was all good untill....

-FUUUCK! - i yelled to the telephone almost crying. I was alone in kellin's garden in a party but feeling horrible. That bitch was there being fucked by this guy who sent me the pictures i really wanted to die in that moment. A tear runned down my face when i heard that someone was coming out.... i didn't want anyone to see me. I wanted all this to be a dream. It was too late, gerard came out and saw me, i hid my face in my knees and i could see how he stood there.

Notes

sorry, i couldn't update before because i was very sick xc but now i'm better and will be writting frequently