Maybe i am?

Frank's P.O.V.

That was like my first kiss. I had kissed many girls but any of them made me fly and forget all bad things of life like this. I just stood up because i knew this couldn't be possible. But in the deepest of my heart i was waiting for him to tell me to stay.


-Frank- he said softly looking down

-Gee? - i looked at him full of hope

-Please don't go!... - i smiled happily inside looking serious and sitting sown next to him

-So... wh-what about the kiss? - he asked nervously

-Gee... we can forget that if you want, i mean, i don't want to lose you, you are like my only real friend now- i said fastly

-i didn't ask that

-Oh... um... well, that was um- he looked at my eyes waiting for me to end- the best kiss i've ever had. - i closed my eyes strongly, i didn't want to see his reaction. he had oliver, that was a big mistake. I opened one eye slowly and i saw him really near. He kissed me again. I went on my knees around his legs. that was not the last soft and tender kiss. This was a rough wild kiss and i loved it. he bit my lip hardly and i groaned, it was painful.

-I'm sorry Frank! I'm really sorry... i just.... -he looked down

-What's wrong gee? - i asked worried

-i have to go frank- he said in a reallly low voice

-B-but...

-I'm sorry- i stood up letting him free to leave. First he walked slow and then i could see how he disappeared makine me wish desappearing too.

Gerard's P.O.V.

Fuck! I loved frank to peices but... i needed everything clear with oliver. He was like my brother and i couldn't hurt him. i walked fast home. When i was finally home i saw oliver sitting on the sidewalk crying.

-Oli! - i yelled going fastly there. he cleaned his face with his sweater

-Gee... i've benn looking for you!- his voice was about to break

-I'm so sorry.... now tell me what happened. I went on my knees in front of him staring a t him.

-My grandma... gerard! She died! - he cried again. I felt like the worst person ever

-Oh my god... i'm so sorry- i hugged him- and where are your parents? - i couldn't teel him anything. Sure! He was suffering and i would tell him i fell in love with another guy.

-they are in the funeral, they said they would stay at my uncle's place. Going there was just too much for me.- He was really close to her, he went there in vacations and she was like the only member of the family she enjoyed being with.

-Oli...

-Yes gee?

-I'm staying with you tonight, you can't stay alone...

-Are you sure?

-Yep.... just wait here- i stood up and went home

-Hey mom!

-gerard! Do you already know...-i interrupted

-Yeah... oli already told me, he's really not okay and i'm staying with him tonight. he's honna be alone and i don't want that

-You're such a good friend gee... okay! Take care of him -i smiled sadly and went to my bedroom for some clothes and my teeth brusher.Oliver was really weak, i mean, emotionally. He got depressed frequently and tried to take his life away several times. Fourtunately he had wonderful parents and i would never let him do that.

Frank's P.O.V.

Oh that was so great! i had been rejected for the first time in my whole life in the worst day of my life. he left me there without saying anything and i was about to cry sitting under a tree. What a happy scene! My dad was right. i was spoiled. I did all i wanted, all i brought was problems and when i found someone that was about to make me change.... he leaves me here breaking inside. Someone called

*Frank? It's kellin

-Yeah... it's frank hey!

*U seem sad frank... u okay bud?

-Sad? Me? Come on!

*Right! Because i'm giving a party today... we're gonna have really good weed

-I think i'm not going kell...

*What? I wait you here and period.

-U know!? I'll be there!

*K! that's great, wait you here

-Right, bye!

*bye!

I was gonna forget everything. I was so silly thinking that love would solve everything and make me happy! I already had something that made me happy.

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