Demoralized Prey

Song of the Chapter: The Parting Glass -Ed Sheeran


Walking toward the bridge, I started verbalizing my goodbyes and confessions of sorr. No one would hear them, but at least they were out there. That way I could die with the peace of mind that I said them.

As I turned the left corner, I could see the bridge. The feeling of freedom and death was already dancing around me and entering my veins. Every breath felt more and more liberating. They tasted purer and purer with every step. My mind was at war with my soul. My soul was scared and shaky, but my mind was ready. It was prepared for the events of the near future.

I kept moving until soon enough, I was in the middle of the bridge. Without 5 seconds passing, I climbed the rail and purched myself on the metal bars. The scenery was dark and shadowed off, but it was still quite beautiful. My soul had settled on the fact that this was happening. The trees, branches and sweet smelling flower buds would be the last sight I see. The long lasting streets and metal bar would be the last things I'd feel. The fresh rain scent would be the last thing I smelled and the silence of the wind would be the last sound I'd hear.

I began to relax my muscles and quiet my thoughts. I felt absolutely nothing. No emotion, no fear, no love, no sorrow. I'd become comfortable on the rail, so I sat for a few minutes. My eyes were closed and I just took it all in. Every. Last. Moment.

-_Part 2_-

Then, without pening my eyes, I began to count down. 5, 4, 3, 2...

"Frank?!?" I felt two hands pull me back and my eyes shot open in surprise. "What the hell! Frank what are you doing?!?"

I felt a huge waave of frustration and sadness and everything else well up inside. I went from feeling nothing to everything in a matter of seconds. My body cried out to my mind in pain and helplessness. But my brain quickly ignored it all as it tried to place the name of the soul behind the voice. It didn't take long to connect the two. Gerard.

Notes

These are all minutes apart,
So I've run out of things to say.
Except..
Thanks For Reading!!
-AToxicKilljoy