still hiding

I'm waiting in class for what seems like forever. This test is so fucking hard, i swear i haven’t learnt any of this. i look up at the clock. The bell is going to ring soon but I’m not done with my test yet. Oh no what about frank! I will be late. two minutes later the bell rings and the teacher holds me back as the rest of the kids are set off to go eat lunch. Oh poor Frankie he will be so upset. I hope he isnt mad at me. I start to rush though the test i don't care i i don't get a good grade. Its been about 13 minutes after the bell and i finish. I run up to the teachers desk and slam the test down on the desk and bolt out the door to the library trying to hide the fact tat i am dying for air. I cant run okay. I open the door to the library and see frank by the history shelf sitting with his arms around his knees. I sneak up behind him trying to be quiet and i sit behind hm and hug him. He moves a little bit in my arms. "follow me" i take his hand and intertwine my fingers with his and take him to the nonfiction shelf that is tall enough to hide behind. i rest my hands on his delicate shoulders for a second and then move them up to his face. He looks so innocent. I take a moment to just stare at him. He looks to young to be so broken. You can see his pain through his magnificent hazel eyes. He is fucking gorgeous. I could just look at him for hours. I cant take it i clash my lips into his. oh my gawd this is freaking perfect . He is kissing me back! his soft lips against mine. I adore him, I want him. I need him. I close my eyes and get lost in the kiss. I brush my tongue across his lip and he opens his mouth slowly and the kiss gets more passionate. I could be here forever. I never want this to end. This feeling is so perfect. I cant believe this is happening. Just a little while ago he was some emotional wreck...oh no i am terrible. He is so vulnerable right now , he has no control. How could i do this to him!?! i pull away from him and i can feel the tears filling up my eyes "Frankie I’m so sorry" i say. He looks so sad. He leans in closer to me and wraps his small arms around my neck and i put mine around his little waist. He is so adorable. He stands up a little to be taller. He whispers in my ear "don't be Gerard, I still love you" I squeeze hm softly .He is so perfect. "i love you to Frankie" i whisper back. He pulls away from me and places another kiss on my lips and buries his face back into my chest.

Notes

Sorry killjoys it took so long to update, my computer broke down for a while and have been going through a lot lately. Sorry. Hope you like the chapter!!!

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