still hiding

Its been several minutes, he wont let go of me. I dont want him to. This is so comforting. Does he know how much i need this? I just need a shoulder to cry on and about a million other things. I dont think he will be the one to let go, I dont want to make this weird for him. He holds me a little tighter and puts his face near my ear "you are going to be okay frank, stay with me. I will help you" he whispers so softly. I can feel the tears invading my vision and I pull myself into his shoulder tightly. Why is he being so nice to me? I never did anything for him. I DONT DESERVE THIS! I pull away from gerard "i am really sorry gerard" i say with tears flooding my face and breaking my voice. "frank you didnt do anything wrong" he said that like he meant it, how could he actually give a fuck for some one so worthless like me? "G-GG-GER-GERARD, i dont deserve any of this." i say and quickly pull my scarred hands up to my face to hide it from the world, i dont want him to see me at this state, i am more terrible looking than usual and as for him...fucking hawt. He stands up and pulls me up to "f cant rank you deserve to feel wanted, you are not alone in ths war. You cant win a battle alone, neither can I. You deserve to have someone help you through your pain." he pulls me in for a hug and we stand there for a second when i feel a peck on my cheek before he pulls away from me "hurry up frank, gather your things the bell is about to ring" he says. asdffbllsadgjqergsdkqd he just kissed me. What for? Why is he doing this to me? I am so confused. He slips a note onto my desk 'meet me in the library for lunch' i smile a little to much and i can already tell my face is one of those brght pinks...you know how in anime the girls always are blushing when ever somethng happens...yeah i look like one of them.

Notes

sorry killjoys i havent been updating as often, school is about to start so i have been really busy lately. Dont be mad!! i might update another chapter tonight. I started getting really desperate to start the whole frerard thing. Its about time it started, NOw i neeed to find away to get veronica out of the equation...any suggestions on how gee can leave her? Thanks for reading! please subscripe, rate, and comment it really does help! thanks again!!

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