Sugar, You'll Be Okay (Frerard)

I wanted to reach out to him. I wanted to hold him and stop the sobs that racked his body. It wasn't fair. All day long he sat somewhere next to me, crying and whispering the same thing over and over again. Why couldn't I just wake up? Where the fuck was I, anyway? I'm suppose to be at Mikey's house! "Studying" while actually just shamelessly flirting with Gerard. Careful enough to make sure Gerard didn't think it was flirting but reckless enough to make Mikey wrinkle his nose in disgust. So why was he, instead, in this room with people rushing around him and Gerard sobbing.
"Gee, everyone's beginning to question why you and Frank are out at the same time." I heard shuffling and I suppose that was Gerard rubbing his eyes. I recognized that voice as Mikey's and internally I sighed in happiness.
"Surly they know what happened to Frank?" Gerard's wrecked voice answered. I cringed. He sounded awful and it was all my fault.
"Yes, but technically you aren't suppose to be here." Mikey tried to reason and I felt his weight sink the bed down a little.
"Bullshit! His father could care less about him and you're his friend!" Gerard's voice raised with anger.
"Teacher/student relationships aren't aloud, Gee, you'll get in trouble."
"I don't care." Gerard huffed. My heart heart because he was defending me even if his job was in risk. "We didn't do anything. He's my friend."
"They don't care."
"I love him, Mikes." Gerard breathed and I could imagine the way his head leaned back and his hand tangled in his hair as his eyes closed. Fuck, I just wanted to hug him close to me. To feel his warmth on me.
"Gee-"
"Fuck, Mikes, I don't care! I love him so much! I've never been in love, but h-he stirs up this feeling inside me I've never felt before and I can't stop myself! Mikey, I really, really, hope this is love. Even though he could do so much better, fuck, Mikes, my life feels like a bad romance novel! The only thing to complete this was if Frank woke up while confessing all this!"
"Gee...you know he won't. The doctor's can barely get him to breathe by himself."
"I know...Mikey...believe me, I know." My heart broke. I was happy Gerard did love me, but 1. He didn't tell ME he told Mikey. 2. They thought I was never going to wake up. I tried desperately to twitch my hand or even open my eyes but it just wasn't working. I pouted internally. It wasn't fair. I just wanted to hug my Gerard again.

Notes

If you make "censored" versions of songs I will not hesitate to punch you in the teeth. If you don't like the cursing, don't listen to the song. Seriously, censored versions just ruin the song. Please tell me I'm not the only one?