We're reckless but it's okay

{Frank’s POV}

“Frank? What the hell are you doing here?’ he asked pretty shocked.He obviously wasn’t expecting anyone to come over. He wasn’t wearing anything except for a pair of black and white underwear. He actually had a really good body now that I was looking at it fully with the idea of sex out of my mind.

“I wanted to see you again. Nice underwear by the way.’’ I smirked and a blush grew on his cheeks. He motioned for me to come inside and I complied. He turned off the television and sat awkwardly on the couch. I sat next to him and admired him. He was really...beautiful. I was surprised. He had pale, milky skin that was seemingly flawless. He was fairly in shape and had a faint V-Line peeking out from his underwear.

“Why did you want to see me again?’’ he asked breaking the silence. I moved my eyes from his body and up to hazel eyes that had specks of green in them.

“I felt bad. My friend Ronnie yelled at me and made me feel like shit about what we did. He just made me realize I wanted to see you. Well, really had to see you.’’ he looked fairly surprised to hear me say that. It was the truth. I think. I really don’t know how I feel about this kid. I part of me knows I shouldn’t do this and keep myself out of his life. Then there was another part of me that needed to see him. I fucking hate this. I liked it better ignoring people and hating my existence.

“Frank, I can’t.’’ Well fuck.

“What?’’ I asked furrowing my brow

“I’m seventeen, you’re twenty-four. We shouldn’t do this. That means we can’t be friends. We can’t kiss, hug, be in the same room. What we did was a one time thing. I’m sorry Frank.’’ Ouch. I didn’t like hearing him say that, but I knew it was true. I couldn’t be around him. It was better for him and I, but mostly him. He looked like he was about to say something when his phone went off. He read what it said and his breath hitched, and a couple tears trickled down his face. I went to wipe them but he hit my hands away. “Leave.’’ he said sharply.

“What?’’

“Frank you need to leave. Tell Mikey not to come back until I tell him to.’’ I hesitated to stand up which made him angry “Frank, go!’’ I got up and quickly walked to the door. I left and heard quiet sobs from Gerard before the door was slammed shut.

Notes

The chapters are short, I know. There's most likely going to be a lot of drama in the next chapter and a new character hat's gonna be a part of the story quite often. Tell me what you think please <3 xxx