It's Normal for a Kid to Love His Teacher

'' Dude, what took you so long? '' Henry questioned as I sat down next to him.
'' I wasn't that long, '' I replied, avoiding having to make up some excuse. He didn't reply, but instead just looked back up to the front of the class where our teacher was droning on about something that I couldn't care less about. I decided to switch of and daydream, of course my mind instantly flooded with one person. Mr. Way.
Some part of me wishes I'd never admitted to myself that I love him, but there was really no denying that fluttering feeling in my stomach that I got whenever I thought about him. He was on my mind 24/7. I spent my whole day at school thinking about him, when I got home I just sat and... well, thought about him, and then I even dreamed about him sometimes. I can't help the feelings I have for him and I long for him to feel the same way back but I know he wont do. I mean, come on, he's my teacher. In his eyes, I'm just another kid. Just a kid who he teaches English because that's his job. Just a kid, who sits in his classroom for an hour on most days of my school week, because it's the law. He probably thinks I don't even care about him, or a word he says. He probably thinks that I can't be bothered listening and that all I wanna do is daydream, but he doesn't know that I'm always daydreaming about him. He probably thinks I'm just in his class because I have to be, because it's the law that I learn and go to school.
What he doesn't know, is that I'd volunteer to go to his lessons, even if it wasn't compulsory. He also doesn't know how damn fucking crazy I am over him. And, I'm also pretty sure he doesn't know that I ended up with a boner in his class because of him. Well, even if he did notice, he wouldn't have known it was because of him.
'' Frank? What ya thinking 'bout? '' Oli snapped me back into reality, with a cheeky grin on his face.
'' Hm? Oh. Nothing, '' I replied.
'' Sure it's not some girl you're crushing on? '' he winked. I felt myself blush slightly.
Well, not a girl, but close.
'' What? No, '' I replied, '' just thinking, that's all. ''
Henry turned from looking at the board at the front where our teacher was writing, and looked over to Oliver who was sat on the other side of me.
'' Frank's got a crush, huh? ''
'' No! ''
'' Yeah, he totally does! ''
'' Guys, I do not! ''
They both snickered.
'' Stop it, guys! ''
'' Jeez, whatever bro, we're only messing. ''
I was kind of glad that they both laid off a little with the whole 'Frank's got a crush' thing. At least, they had done for a while, but I'm almost positive that that wont be the end of it. When the bell rang for the end of the day I stood up almost instantly, and packed my things away quickly.
'' Frank, where you heading? '' Oli called to me, but I was already almost out of the classroom door.
'' I'm going home, why? '' I called back.
'' Wanna come back to my place? ''
'' Uh. I can't, I'm busy with homework and stuff, sorry. ''
That was a lie, but I wasn't in the mood for going back to his house. Besides, he was probably planning on questioning my about this 'secret crush' thing. I'd never tell, but they're not stupid, and if they find out enough clues, then they might even guess. And I did not want anyone finding out.

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