It's Normal for a Kid to Love His Teacher

I sat down in the canteen at lunch time the day after my awfully embarrassing lesson with Mr. Way, with Oliver and Henry.
However I wasn't listening to a single word they were saying, I was too lost in my own thought. I think I'm finally ready to come out as bisexual to my two best friends. I have a feeling that if I don't bring it up and say it myself, that I'll end up being forced out. I didn't want that, I wanted to do it when I was comfortable saying it. And that time was now. If I don't say it, then they'll end up asking me about this crush thing and I'll end up getting pissy at the fact that they keep saying 'she' instead of 'he' and I'll end up just yelling it at them and getting all crabby at them. So it was much easier to avoid all those possibilities and just come out, besides, it was about time, I've kept it from them for way too long now.
'' Hey uh, guys, '' I started. Both Oliver and Henry stopped talking and looked at me expectantly.
'' I-I... my c-crush- ''
'' Oh my god tell us who she is! '' Oli cried.
'' I- um. My crush is actually... '' I swallowed, '' a-a guy. ''
Henry's face softened and he patted my back.
'' Hey, hey that's nothing to be ashamed of bro, '' he comforted me as I looked away, feeling somewhat self-conscious and awkward.
'' Yeah, '' Oli piped up, '' it's cool, we won't like, treat you weird or whatever.''
I looked up and smiled thankfully, glad that they didn't think I'm strange or something.
'' Thanks, you guys, '' I smiled.
We stayed in silence, Oliver eating his usual- pizza. Henry had already eaten the biscuit he bought and me? I hadn't eaten anything again. Both of my friends had tried to persuade me but no way am I eating that disgusting school food and besides, I think I'm getting a little podgy. I'm not saying that, in any way shape or form, that Mr. Way would ever love me but I guess I've got a better chance if I'm not an ugly fatass. Well. I can just be ugly instead.
'' So are you gonna tell us who he is? '' Henry asked.
'' No, '' I replied simply, chuckling a little as Henry sighed in exasperation.
After Oliver had finished his food we all went outside to get some fresh air.
'' Please, just give us some clues, '' Oli pleaded, '' at least tell us what hair colour he has or something!''
'' Yeah, or the colour of his eyes, or...''
Henry was also nagging me to give some clues of who it was, but I wasn't even listening anymore, because I was more focusing on someone else.
All teachers take turns in lunch duty, just as a help for the lunch staff who can't control any of us kids for shit. At least teachers who take the students seem to have an effect of authority over the pupils they teach so that's why they have to watch over everyone to make sure nobody's causing any trouble. Today, that teacher just happened to be my gorgeous English teacher.
'' Frank are you even listening to me? '' Oliver questioned, snapping my out of the trance that I was holding on Mr. Way.
'' What? '' I asked.
'' Who are you even staring at? Mr. Way? '' he raised an eyebrow.
'' Mr. Way? Fuck no! I wasn't staring at him! I was just daydreaming I wasn't looking at anyone!''

Notes

Sorry if this chapter is shit, I had to re-write it because the first time I tried to do it I couldn't even manage to write down the words that I wanted to write. I hope this is okay for you. xo