Gerard’s P.O.V

I sat at the lunch table with Frank, Bob, and Ray we had just gone through free perod which we spent in the library talking up a storm where the librarian had to be quiet several times. These dudes are actually pretty cool, I mean they have awesome music taste and they actually wanted to be my friend; like I said that was a first. I sat at the table as Ray and Bob were talking about something and I picked at my food.

“Not hungry?” someone asked and I looked up to see Frank who asked the question

“School luch just sucks” I respond which wasn’t a lie; the food here tasted like garbage. The only thing that was worth eating was the stuff from the candy machine but I didn’t feel the need to snack on junk food or soda right now.

“Yeah it does” he lightly laughed looking down at his tray of mystery meat

“So do you like this school so far?” He asked ad I nodded

“It’s nice...I made friends faster than I thought I would” I admit kid of lamely

“Not a lot at your other school?” he questioned and I shook my head

“Sad” he commented and I nodded looking at my food “But you have us now” he added and I looked into his eyes and grinned

“Thanks, you guys are cool-“

“Hey Gerard!” I quickly looked over and see Ray getting my attention

“Yeah?” I wonder

“This is our friend Lyn-Z” he gestures to a girl who sits down next to frank with a smile; she has black hair and red lipstick...she is really pretty but obviously i’m not into girls. She sits across from me and next to Frank; all of a sudde she lightly kisses his cheek and I feel a pit of jealousy in my stomach

“Knock it off Lyn-Z you know i’m gay!” At those words my eyes go wide..he’s gay...jack pot

“Gerard your eyes went wide” Bob says slowly “Do you have a problem with that?” he asks all of a sudde all eyes are on me

“No of course not...I’m gay too” I admit and they stare at me for a second

“Oh cool” Ray smiles and starts talking to Bob agai; well that could have gone worse. Out of the corner of my eye I see Frank who has a small smile on his face but it drops dramatically and he sits up.

“I’m going to have a smoke” he says quickly and leavs with his tray; I look at him as he walks away and frurrow my eyebrows. I wonder what he was thnking about that made his mood change so quickly; was it me? It gets lost in my mind as the girl Lyn-Z starts talking to me; she’s pretty cool also, has a nice taste in fashion and is in my art class. After a bit and no sign of Frank again the bell rings and we all head off to our class.

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Frank’s P.O.V

“No of course not...I’m gay too” The new kid Gerard had said after his eyes went wide when Lyn-z had kissed my cheek revealing to him that I too was gay; He’s gay...

*Flashback*

I walk down the hall to get to the classroom when I see someone by their locker; I igore them until papers come flying across the floor. It would be rude of me not to help; as I pick up papers I notice they are really good...more than good, this person is talented. I look to the stranger and see bright red ahir; I have never seen anyone with red hair here before so he/she must be new. Once the papers are all picked up the stranger looks to me and i now know it’s a guy but he does have feminine features to him.

“I’m guessing these are yours?” I say handing him the papers

“Umm yeah...thanks” he says shyly and I smile...he is really cute, the hair fits him nicelyand he looks friendly overall...Like his features his voice is a little higher piched and I realize he talks through the side of his mouth which is adorable...fucking stop it Frank, you are never going to get a date once they find out about you, you fucking prostitute.
“Are you new here?” I decide to ask trying to avoid the little voice inside my head...I play along the conversation looking at his schedule to see he has most classes with me, great*

*End of flashback*


“Oh cool” Ray ends up saying....So Gerard, the new kid with red hair, talks through the side of his mouth, a more than taleted artist...is gay. I smile at the thought that I may have a crush on him
You’re a fucking whore Frank; you fuck guys almost every night for money that you don’t really need right now...you fucking enjoy being a prostitute. Who wants to date a prostitute? No one, that’s who...no one will ever date you Frank and you kow that just give up right now before you fucking screw yourself over you boy toy.



“I’m going to have a smoke” I say and quickly get up leaving them at the table; I feel someone staring at me but it doesn’t take a genius to figure out who. I walk ito the restroom and stare at myself in the mirror

You’re a used whore, Frank.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath before leaning against the sink pulling out my cigerrates and lighter and placing it between my lips; I inhale the toxins and let it out making the room smell of the object. I honestly can’t remember when I picked up smoking; I think Pete might have offered me one then it went form there...I sit and satre at the wall for a moment thinking about Gerard
....Do not get a crush, I tell myself hoping it will work....Just try not to get one; it can’t be that hard to not get one...Right?

Notes

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