Sing It Out

"What the fuck Ray?!" I said against my own will. Ray immediately shot his eyes and locked them with my own. I don't understand, I thought he hated him but now he's giving him cute eyes! He was blushing tremendously. 
"W-w-what's up Frank? I was just eyeing up some of that cake on the c-counter," he tried. Fucking liar. I stood up and leaned over to him. 
"You were eyeing up my fucking boyfriend you pervert! What the fuck man?!" I was completely bewildered. Am I not good enough?!
"I'm sorry Frank! You don't know a thing about him though! He was my best friend!" he tried to come back. 
"Yeah, until you started being a jerk for no fucking reason!"
"Guys! Keep it quiet! For fuck sake Ray, you're never happy are you?" Mikey objected. 
"Mikey I-" Ray tried. 
"Shut up and fucking listen. You had your chance and you fucked up on him, you caused our family to move out, Gerard into depression and fucking suicidal and now he's finally found someone that he actually really loves, you want to inject your own feelings into this?! Do you really think you're better for Gee than Frank?!" Mikey argued. 
Ray was say there for at least a few minutes just staring down at the table in feel thought while I say there seething with rage. He can't just come in and fuck up my life. Gerard is all I've got, and even Mikey, I can't loose them. But it's always happened like this in my life. I have something then someone comes along that's a lot better than me and takes it off me, leaving me alone and with nothing to do. I'm not letting him do this to me. Gerard is the one person I will fight for till the end. 

"Hey guys, how come you're all quiet?" Gerard asked as he came back with a medium cup of coffee. 
"We had to sort out some- differences- but I think it's okay-" I tried. 
"No Frank! I know you always try to be friendly with everyone but this has crossed the line." Mikey shouted. Even Gerard was surprised at his brothers sudden outburst. 
"Ray was eyeing you up and tried to tell Frank that he knows you more, meaning that he thinks he's better for you." Mikey finished. Fuck, I wish some things were left un-fucking-said. 
"Oh..." Was all Gerard said before Ray lifted himself up off the table for the first time in five minutes. Gerard raised himself from the chair and in a flash of movement, he ran out of the cafe. 
"Now look Ray, you're such a fucking dick." Mikey said.  I didn't say anything, I didn't try to communicate with the people sat around my table, I just got up and ran after my boyfriend. I couldn't let him go now, I needed him more than anything.
During my run, I collided with people, animals, poles and even a car after accidentally not waiting for the light to cross the road. I didn't have a clue where he would be, damnit I didn't know him at all. Tears streamed down my face before I walked through the entrance to the park. My run had slowed down to a jog by then, but I kept on pushing myself. 

Minutes had passed and I was about to turn to go to the house before I heard something familiar.

'Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.'

I didn't think twice. 
"Gerard!" I cried and the singing stopped. 
"Frankie?" Came another voice, slightly quieter. It was coming through the group of crowded trees. I ran to them, pushing twigs and branches that occasionally smacked me round the face that would leave marks and scratches for later. I finally came to a clearing and looked around. Walking forward I start to smell something odd. The faint whiff of smoke brushed my nose as I looked in the direction of which it came from.  I walked until it came stronger and stronger until, out of instinct, I looked up and spotted my love, perched in a tree
"Gee?"
"Frankie! How did you find me?!"
"Well it was kind of obvious as I could smell your cigarette. Since when did you smoke?!" I asked. 
"I have for a while now to be honest."
"Why?!"
"Why the fuck not?! You do it, why can't I?! It'll just speed up my fucking death and I'll be gone so I can't get in the way of anything ever again." he said dismally. My heart jumped at least ten beats as I just stared up at him, bewildered at what he just said. He seemed to notice how much affect he just had on me and threw the cigarette away and jumped off the tree to land in front of me. 
I didn't want any of it, reasons why he just said thatb without thinking about his family or me. I'm not being selfish, but nobody wants to hear the person you love tell you they want to die to get away from you. 
"Frank I-"
"No! Just stop for one minute. You said that, without any hesitation, and expected it to not effect me?! Are we all really that bad that you would kill yourself to get away? What did I say about us? I will always be here and you are my everything- my fucking everything Gerard. We will go through everything together, no matter how large or small it is." I shouted. I almost walked away until Gerard started to cry loudly and fell to his knees.
"Frank- I - please don't leave I can't-" his breath suddenly started to go unusually fast and frequent and his eyes went wide. I was then unfrozen from my spot and rushed down to Gerard's aid. 
"Stop talking Gee, something's wrong, I'm getting you out of here. Don't worry, I won't leave you, ever." I soothed as I scooped him up in my arms and started to carry him out of the clearing, out of the tree line and out of the park. He was still struggling to breath as I moved as quickly as I could to the closest house, be it Gerard's or mine. 

I ended up in my own house, face to face with my mom. 

Notes

Oh.
I've used so many songs in this and I love it it's so cheesy.
right I'm off to watch the voice and marvel at Ricky Wilsons beauty. So long!