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Jamias pov
i actually start heading the direction of school after a while.
i get near scho groumds amd i see two guys next to were the group usually stands.
ray and mikey??
oh shit!
i duck down underneath a bush hoping and praying to god they didnt see me. I get slightly kicked in the head.
i yelp and turn around
"gerard??" I ask
"jamia, what the hell are you doing behind the bush?" He says it so emotionless just like everything else he says. Im starting to think hes a sociopath.
"umm just hiding?" I say it more as a question near the end.
"from what? Ray? Are you scared his fro is gonna gobble you up?"
umm what the fuaq?
"n-no just umm its kinda personal"
"ok" than he just walks over to the guys and im stuck here
uddenly i hear a loud bang and i see ray collapse to the ground mikey starts screaming and yelling and crying and gerard holds the body in his atms no emotion played on his face but yet tears sliding out of his eyes
i run over and push gerard and hold ray in my arms
"oh my god what happened???" I yell
"he was shot." Gerard replies
"im gonna go get help!!" Mikey yells as he starts to run off
hy isnt anyone at the school yet????
"ray?ray you gotta stay with me okay?okay?OKAY???OKAY RAY IF YOU DONT LIVE I DONT LIVE EITHER BECAUSE YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SUPPORTIVE PEOPLE IN MY WORLD!!!RAY?RAAY????" Hes lets out a small chuckle. "you are a great person but you need a mint.." whith that he closed his eyes and spoke no more. Whyd that have to be his last words to me??? Why??? Its not even funny!!!! Hes dead for god sake!!! I hear a sob amd i turn my head and see gerard with his hands on his face then i hear another loud bang and gerard falls onto my back. His chest is bleeding all over me and im crying so hard. I hear footsteps
Running.
i look up and its frank he looks like hes gonna cry
"gerard????" He yells
gerard looks up and tries to get off my back and im useless im just sitting there with dead ray in my arms
"frank who do you like?" He asks
"i-i like you" he says with tears streaming down his face
frank pulls gerard into a hug "and now its too late!"
gerard pulls away slightly from the hug "i like you too" i hear him say.
i hear the siren of the ambulance comimg down the road and i cry even harder knowing they wont be able to save ray and that Gerard barely has a chance.
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a couple weeks later
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gerard finally got out of the hospital but still isnt allowed to be at school. They havent found the people who shot them.
gerard and frank are dating now.
good for them
"so hows your freind ray doing? I haven't heard from him in months." My mom asks one day while talking on the phone with her
"his funerals this friday." I say bluntly and i hear a gasp
i click off the phone
ive lost all emotion and nothing makes me happy anymore.
ray was my best freind he was so supportive. He helped everyone he was a good person. Now hes dead
my social life has gone down and i dont really talk to my freinds anymore.
i haven't talked to lindsey ina while.
i actually wouldnt mind if the ceiling came crashing down and killed right now.

Notes

Florence Anthem here
I wrote this chapter for Goat because she lost her phone. Shes gonna hate me now because i put this in the story but there wasnt enough problem so yeah
love you all
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