
Zombie Movie
I want to be here.
*Gerards POV*
“Open the fucking door, Frank!!!” Gerard growled while banging against the wooden frame that was separating the two young men. With a frustrated sigh he slammed his whole body against the door over and over again until it broke down. If he wasn't so scared, he probably would have been impressed by his strength or worried about the poor quality of Franks door.
No lights were on in the apartment. Gerard had been here a thousand times but never had it felt so...eerie. He saw some light leak through the bathroom door. He suddenly heard the soft rush of water coming from a faucet.
“Fuck...no...” Gerard ran over to the bathroom, opened the door and saw Frank in the tub, with his head rolled back, slowly falling underneath the water. An empty pill bottle was stranded in the middle of the tile floor.
“Frank!” Gerard cried and pulled him out of the water, splashing everywhere on both himself and the floor tiles. “Frank, wake up. Please Frank” He cried. Shakily, he took out his phone and called Mikey.
“Mikey please...Frank overdosed, we need to bring him to the hospital...Mikey this is really bad.”
His whole body was shaking as he wrapped Frank in a towel. His skin was now paler than Gerards with a deathly glow to it. Gerard had to close his eyes tightly for a moment and bring himself to reality.
“Ok, calm down Gee. You bring Frank to the ER and I will meet you there. It’ll be ok, brother.” Mike's frantic tone brought Gerard back into action. He hung up the phone and carried Frank into his room. Quickly he put some sweatpants and a sweatshirt on the smaller man and then grabbed the empty pill bottle from the bathroom floor, knowing that this was what caused this.
Please don’t leave me. Gerard thought to himself. I can’t live without you.
*Time lapse*
A night had passed with Gerard sitting on the uncomfortable hospital chair, watching after Frank. Waiting for him to wake up. Suddenly, Gee heard a small noise come from the bed.
“Fuck.” Franks small voice let out.
“Frank!” Gerard ran over to his boyfriend. “You’re alive! You’re fucking...God dammit Frank, why would you do this? Why?” Gerard couldn't help but start to cry.
Frank took Gee’s hand and squeezed.
“I’m sorry Gee...I just...I don’t know. I’m so glad at faking happy, that I lost myself and all of sadness ended up suffocating me. I just...lost control.” Now Frank was sobbing as they held onto each other, never wanting to let the other go.
Gerard, through wet eyes, looked at Frank.
“We need to get you help. I can’t lose you. I love you, Frank. When you’re sad or angry or anything I will be there for you. I want to be there for you. Never forget that.”
Frank had never heard words like that in his life. He couldn’t help but remember when his family came to pick him up from the hospital. He never felt love from them, just disgust.
“I know Gee...I’ll go speak to a therapist again...but I need to find different meds. I just hate how the ones I have now make me feel like...nothing. Like I’m just floating about. I know I’m not making sense now but just know this... I want to be here. I want to be with you...forever.”
Gerard pulled Franks face towards his own and kissed him hungrily. The thought of ever losing Frank drove him mad.
“We’ll do whatever needs to be done to help you. It will be ok.” He said in between feathering kisses all over Franks face.
“Until then, the guys want to see you. Ray’s been basically shitting himself with worry.” Gerard said with a smirk.
Frank laughed in reply. “Ok, but first, I need to tell you about my family. I need to be honest with you, Gee.”
Gerard sighed with relief and gave Frank a small smile while taking his hand. Finally, Frank was opening up.
Frank told Gerard everything, the good, the bad, the ugly. And when that was over they talked about their future...with each other. It was the reassurance that they both craved from one another. Soon enough the boys friends piled into the room, hugging and scolding Frank for “scaring the shit” out of them, as Bob so appropriately put.
Everything will be ok. Frank and Gerard both thought while watching the vibrant lives of their friends, while they took in all of the happiness that was being created. Everything will be ok.
Notes
So this story will be ending soon! I want to thank everyone for their support- This has been so much fun to write and I love talking to you all!
Until next time :)
@s-omeone-els-e
oh jeez! thanks for letting me know :3 hahaha
3/30/15