Everybody wants to save the world...

It was late now the it was dark but it always got darker quicker now because the fumes coming from BLI’s factories always made the stars and moon impossible to see they covered the sky with thick black fog. I sighed I wondered if I’d ever see the stars again, if I’d ever see the moon again, if I’d ever see my brother and my dad again… I sighed again it was my fault I should of stayed with them what if they’re getting tortured into telling BLI where I am even though they don’t know?
“That’s a lot of sighing kid. What’s up?” I turned to see the stray voice belonged to Candy who had propped himself up next to me on the wall. I swung my legs he didn’t want to know about my life story.
“You don’t want to be bored out of your mind with my life story trust me” I said sighing yet again I missed my brother more than anything.
“Well if I didn’t want to know I wouldn’t have asked” He replied sighing when he looked up at the smoke filled sky.
“It’s just when I left Battery City I didn’t really think of the family I left behind now I’m deeply regretting leaving them and leaving my brother.” A cold shiver ran up the back of my spine causing me to shiver.
“We all made sacrifices to be out here some of us the sacrifice had to be made before they realised it was their time to leave” Candy spoke obviously out of experience I looked at him he seemed sad and now up close I could see the dark circles under his eyes. Did he even sleep?
“You know saving the world has it’s prices but it’ll be worth it you left people behind but they give you something to fight for a reason to stay in the fight”Candy looked pained like someone was slowly turning a blade that stuck into his heart.
“Candy?” I asked weakly I had to ask I had to see why he looked so lost.
“Yeah little man?” He replied, I noticed it then that Candy used his humour to hide the pain and anger I wonder if it was the same with Ghoul.
“Did you leave someone behind?” I asked shyly I didn’t want to anger him or upset him, I just think talking about your problems helps instead of keeping it bottled up. Honestly though I understand if he doesn’t trust me I mean he’s known me for what 8 hours?
“Yeah I did” Candy broke the silence and he had pain in his voice. “I left my little brother and my girlfriend behind, I found out on a mission two or three months later that they were killed for information they didn’t have on me” Candy finished with pain and anger in his eyes I could see it deep in his eyes h wanted revenge for them he wanted to avenge his deceased family.
“Do you think they’ll do that to my dad and my brother?” I asked with fear fuelling my voice I felt like I was gonna be sick I was so scared for their lives.
“I would say no kid, but I’m not going to lie to you my answer to your question is I honestly don’t know” Candy replied trying to look a little stronger for me which meant a lot. I looked up at him and smiled and he smiled back he felt a little better I could see it in his eyes and hear it in voice I’d made a difference and that made me happy now I know I can make a difference in this world I will help killjoys defeat BLI/nd.

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I don't know if this even makes sense?