Risky And Complicated, Confused And New

After school I get home, hoping my Father is out but he's in and sat in the living room smoking and watching some sport.
I creep up to my room just when my Father spots me, "FRANK YOU'RE HOME! COME HERE GIVE YOUR OLD DAD A HUG!"
I hate calling him "Dad", that's what I'd call him if I loved him, but I don't so he's Father to me.
"I can't, I have homework to do!" I reply nervously, my Dad storms over to me with his enourmous feet thudding as they hit the ground.
"Nonsense my little boy!" He comes over and hugs me, he hugs me so tightly I can't breathe.
"D..dad, please let go" I say gasping, "I can't breathe!" I whimper, but he just hugs me tighter until all I see is black and flop down in his arms.
I wake up on the hallway floor a few hours later. "Ouch" I gasp at the sudden pain in my chest, I lift up my shirt to see it's all bruised.
It's about 8:00 now, so i better get to bed. I don't need dinner, I can't eat in this much pain anyway I just need to sleep.
So I head upstairs still in my clothes and go straight to bed, crying as I do so.



*TIME LAPSE*



*BEEP BEEP*
Oh, it's morning. I hardly got any sleep, I was haunted all night by my awful thoughts. I might as well lay in as I'm still dressed to go anyway.

I soon get up, wash my face and eat some breakfast, then head straight out to catch the bus.
"Hey Frank!" Ray calls me over.
"Hey Ray." I groan.
"Woah, man you look so tired!"
"Yeh, rough night."
"Oh really?" He nudges me and grins.
"No no! Not in that way!" I snap at him, "Which reminds me, how was your time with all those girls?"
"Great! I got this one girl preggers, oops!" he laughs.
"WHAT!! RAY??!"
"Oops, their problem!" Ray laughs.
"NO!! IT'S NOT JUST HER PROBLEM ACTUALLY!" I shout, not realizing the whole bus is watching us.
"What makes you think you can talk to me like that, you dick!?" Ray shouts back, getting up to stand over me.
"Well it's not cool of you to do that to the poor girl, it's terribly immoral and you better apologise!" I yell.
"Hey, you really are as gay as you frigging look!!" Ray shouts, grabbing me by the colar so our faces are close.
"It's not gay to have feelings! None of you guys have any anyway, none of you guys have any intelligence either I'd have better conversation with a brick!" I spit angrily in his face.
"Alright that it's, you're asking for it!" Ray pushes me to the ground and starts kicking me in the stomach, he then gets on top of me and starts punching me in the face. The whole bus suddenly explodes, everyone starts shouting and screaming and chanting for Ray.
I Roll over so I'm on top him and start punching him in the throat, he coughs, then I grab his neck and twist it in hands, burning him.
He suddenly springs up and grabs my hair and throws me back onto the ground, I lunge forward for his feet and trip him over, he falls backwards and bangs his head on the metal pole.
The whole bus goes silent as Ray lies still, knocked out cold.
"Shit!" I yell, cupping my head in my hands and crying.
The bus stops and I get off and run away to the bathroom to hide.

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