Risky And Complicated, Confused And New

"Gerard??" I call worriedly, "GERARD!!!!" I shout starting to break down. What if I never find him? What are they gonna do with him? What are they gonna do TO HIM!!??
I run around scared shitless for ages until I finally hear some screaming coming from behind the wall I used to always hang out with my old friends.
"Gerard!!" I sigh, running over and climbing over the wall. Gerard is laid on the floor with a bleeding nose and two black eyes and no pants. Ray and his mates are all standing over him laughing.
"What did you do to him!!?" I yell! I crouch down beside Gerard and put his head on my knee. "Where are his clothes? You dirty losers!!"
Ray and his mates laugh and jump over the wall leaving us.
"It's okay Gee" I kiss his bloody forehead. I soon spot his pants hanging from a tree and go to fetch them. "Here" I hand them over to him.
"Thanks" He croaks. Putting them on looking embarrassed as he does so.
"What did they do to you?" I say lifting him up like a baby. I carry him over the wall, then hoist myself over too.
"I'm fine, I think I can walk." He tries to walk, and limps a bit.
"Oh, Gee. They've hurt you, c'mon let's go to matron." I walk him to his Mum with my arm around him.

"GEEBEAR!!" His strange Mum/Matron calls. "What happened?!"
"These guys hurt him." I explain.
"Aw baby." His Mum grabs an ice bag and puts it onto his head. She wipes the blood off his nose and wipes some gel across his eyes.
"Thanks, Mum. Can I go now? I think I'm just bruised" Gerard groans
"Okay. You can go sweetie. Frank look after him! COME BACK IF YOU HURT ANYMORE!" She calls after us.
I put my arm back around Gee and go to sit in a classroom alone with him for him to rest.
"Them bullies!" I growl in anger.
"Yeh" Gerard mopes.
"I'm sorry, I caused you all this. I truly am."
"Frank, it's fine. It's not your fault and you never hurt me as much as them anyway. You were always a bit nice. And you had a reason to bully me after the way your Dad treat you."
"Yeh but I still didn't have to take it out on you."
"It doesn't matter anymore, we can be over it now." Gerard says looking deeply into my eyes.
"Yeh, let's move on from it then." I say moving closer to him. "Let's just focus on something else now."
"Okay." Gerard smiles, moving even closer to me. I put my arm around his neck and look him in the sparkling eyes.
"What shall we focus on now then?" I ask.
"I'm sure we'll find something." He giggles glancing down quickly at my lips than back into my eyes. "We can ignore the bullies, we have each other and that's all that matters. Right?"
"Right." I smile, moving in so our noses are almost touching.
"I'm glad we're friends." Gerard smiles.
"Me too. I don't need anyone else when I have you." I move closer until our noses are touching, Gerard tilts his head slightly and presses his warm, soft lips against mine. He pauses before letting go and moving back in again, our lips both move in sync with each other, until I pull away to stare at him.
Gerard looks down with a small smile starting spread across his red face.
"Well.. That was nice." I mutter.
"So what does that makes us now?" Gerard questions.
"I'll be whatever you want be to be" I say kissing him softy again.
"Okay, Boyfriend." Gerard grins, he puts his arm around me and cuddles me.

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