Risky And Complicated, Confused And New

I wake up with the blinding sun shining in my eyes through the crack in Gerard's curtains.
I turn over to see his face, he looks so adorable when he's sleeping, I could watch him all day.
*BEEP BEEP!!*

Gerard and I both jump at his alarm.
"Argh" I groan. "I don't wanna get up!"
"Me niether." Gerard moans.
"Hey, atleast it's Friday tomorrow!" I say enthusiastically.
"Yeh" Gerard smiles, getting up to go downstairs for breakfast. "So, what do you usually eat for breakfast?" he asks.
"Oh um whatever's in the fridge, usually nothing."
Gerard looks sad as I say this and takes my hand before dragging me up and taking me down to the kitchen.
"You can have cherios if you want? My favourite!" He beams, pouring himself some.
"Yes please!" I reply, he pours me some too.
"Hey Frank, what did you say your last name was eh?" Gerard's Dad asks, sat at the table with a newspaper in his hands.
"Iero. My last name is Iero"
"How'd you spell that?"
"I-E-R-O"
Gerard's Dad gasps and looks at the newspaper. "It says here, Andrew Iero found dead in the street after heartattack." He looks at me sadly, "I am so sorry, Frank." he sighs.
"It's okay, I hated my Father anyway" which is the truth. Still though, he was my Father and I had to love him a bit, I loved him more when my Mum was around though. When she was around he was always happier, still addicted to self destruction and trying to make a man out of me but when my Mum died, he became meaner and cared about nothing anymore, he became meaner and abused me a whole lot more than before.
"We'll adopt you Frankie, sweetheart." Gerard's Mum; Poptart, a crazy woman with a ton of makeup says coming into the kitchen, "I'm so sorry, my darling." She says putting her arms around me to hug me.
"It's fine and thankyou. Looks like we'll be brothers you two!" I laugh.
Gerard frowns, "Yeh.." He says awkwardly.
"Yeh!!" Mikey shouts excitedly/
"Okay kids, eat up fast so you can go and get ready for school!" Gerard's Mum tells us all.
I quickly eat my cherios and drink my orange juice, delicious! Then Gerard and I head up to the bathroom to wash our faces and our teeth.
"Hey want some eyeliner?" Gerard suggests.
"What? Whenever I used wear that my Father'd call be a fag!" I say shocked.
"Well I thought you were one!" He laughs,
"Yeh.. But noone knows that!!" I exclaim.
"Well plenty of straight rockstarts wear it, right?" he says handing me the stick to put some on.
"Right! Okay then go for it!" I smile looking at it in my hands and pausing for a second, "Actually, can you put it on for me? I'll probably mess it up."
"Yeh, sure!" He agrees, drawing it on carefully then smudging it in.
"Thanks Gee"
"Wow Frank, you look awesome!" He grins.
"Thanks bro."
Gerard shakes at the word "bro".
"Hey, Gee what's up?" I ask.
"N..nothing" he stammers,
"Whatever it is I care." I wink at him.
"Oh well... it's just that I perfer us being friends to brothers because... Err I don't know."
"Oh, well okay" I say feeling like he doesn't like me as much as I like him.
"I feel awkward calling you a brother okay. I'd..." he pauses, "I'd rather you'd be more than that" he mumbles quietly.
I suddenly lighten up and feel alot better after he says this, maybe he does like me more than I think.
"More? How can we be more than brothers?"
"Well brothers aren't really... Hehe. Anyway let's go and get ready I wanna show you some of my outfits." Gerard says suddenly.
He once again drags me to his room and closes the door.
"Do you like Smashing Pumpkins?" He asks,
"Yeh! I love them!"
"Awesome, you can wear this T-shirt then." He says handing me a Smashing Pumpkins band T-shirt. "And you can wear my black skinny jeans with it, I only have 1 pair of converse so you will have to wear these." He hands me some formal looking, lace up black shoes. "Sorry." he apologises.
"It's fine! This is very genorous of you!" I say punching his shoulder lightly, he then hands me the clothes. "What no underwear?" I ask laughing.
"Oh yeh, I forgot about that!" He giggles raking in his draw and pulling out some spiderman undies, "Sorry I know they're babyish but noone ever sees them right?"
"Nope, true!" I laugh, "Okay turn away while I get ready."
"Okay!" Gerard agrees, he gets out his own clothes while I get ready. "So later on, we can get your stuff from your old house, okay?" Gerard asks.
"Yeh. That'd be good" I turn around, dressed and see Gerard still getting ready,
"AHHH!!" He squeals.
"OHH sorry man!!" I say blushing and covering my eyes with my hand then turning around.
"I'm ready now." He says patting my shoulder to turn me around.
"K, let's go to school. How do you usually get there?" I question.
"My Mum takes us in the car, because she works there. She's the school nurse." He smiles.
"Oh cool, let's go then!"

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