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Frank?
Gerard's pov
Frank hasn't been acting himself the last week. I'm not the only one who has noticed. Ray had, we have been talking about it. He was going home early, he always had something on, he barely texted us. We have asked him what's up when we get the change but he always changes the subject or says he is just tired. It's frustrating but I know not to push him.
Me and Ray have been thinking of ways to find out what is going on with him, we settled on a sleepover (YAY). It will just be me, him, Frank and Mikey (My brother).
From: Ray 12:00
Hey man, don't forget to ask Frank and don't let him say no!
To: Ray 12:01
I won't, I can see him now text you in a few mins.
I shoved my phone in my pocket and ran over to Frank. He was leaning up against a wall looking at his phone.
"Hey Frank!"
He jumped, he must of not seen me coming.
"Oh.. Hey Gee"
"Me, Ray and Mikey are having a sleepover this weekend and you are coming too!"
"I..um"
"We aren't taking no for an answer so there is no point arguing."
"Okay. Fine what time?"
"Any. You okay?"
"Yeah fine.. tired"
See. He won't say that something is bothering him.
"Okay... I'm gonna go get some lunch wanna come?"
He looked away and then back at me.
"I uumm.. I can't I have detention so I have to go"
"Okay bye"
I turned to walk to get lunch and pulled out my phone.
To: Ray 12:08
Something is definitely up with Frank, I offed for him to get lunch with me but he said he had detention. I'm worried about him.
From: Ray 12:10
He will be okay, we only have to wait 2 days until the sleepover. And I'm not letting him leave until he tells us okay?
To: Ray 12:11
Okay
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I woke up with a gut wrenching feeling in my stomach, I was really nervous to find out what was up with Frank but I had to know. I stood up and heading to the bathroom for a shower. I had a flash back to the time when Frank tried to kill himself in him own bathroom, this made me hide all my blades and anything else sharp before he came just incase.
I stepped in the shower and felt the warm water wash over me. I cleaned my greasy hair and got out. When i was getting changed Mikey knocked on the door.
"Hey Gee, Ray is here"
"Okay Mikes be up in a sec"
Me, Ray and Mikey sat, laughed and talk for a few hours while we waited for Frank to arrive.
When we finally heard a knock at the door Ray and I gave each other that look.
I stood up and went to answer it. Frank was standing there wearing a Black Flag tshirt with a long sleeved black hoodie on. He had his skeleton gloves on and black skinny jeans. He look skinnier than usual and Frank was pretty skinny before.
"Hey Frankie."
"Hey Gee."
Frank stood on his tiptoes and kissed my cheek.
"Well someone is in a good mood today!"
We went to the front room and again chatted for another few hours. Mikey decides to go to the shop because we didn't have much food and then Ray asked the question.
"Frank, we know something has been bothering you! You keep saying it's nothing or you are just tired but we can tell that something isn't right. So now would be a good time to tell us."
There was a short awkward silence which I broke.
"Please Frankie, we are just worried."
"I.. Urrr.."
He looked down at the dirty carpet.
"Frank you won't find anything on the carpet"
I joked and lifted his head up so he was looking at us.
"I just got into some bad shit lately"
He rubbed him face and that's when Mikey came home.
Me and Ray were still worried about Frank. We got some pizza and watched a horror movie, Frank barely ate. He had about 1 and and a half slices we asked if he was sure and he said he was just feeling a bit off.
It was about 12:30am. Mikey had drifted of to sleep. Me, Ray and Frank were sitting in the kitchen drinking coffee and laughing. Yes, Frank was laughing but again it was different than I'm used to.
"I'm just gonna go to the toilet"
Frank stood up and and headed to the bathroom.
"We need to know what the fuck is wrong. I'm worried."
"I know Gerard, I'll talk to him"
A few seconds later Frank came back and sat down in front of me. I told them I was going to the toilet as well. I wasn't planning to I just wanted to give Ray a chance to talk to him but when I got to the door I decided I probably should. When I got up to the bathroom I noticed Frank's phone sitting on the side. I went to pick it up when it vibrated, I read the screen and it said Ryan. What the fuck??
Frank hasn't been acting himself the last week. I'm not the only one who has noticed. Ray had, we have been talking about it. He was going home early, he always had something on, he barely texted us. We have asked him what's up when we get the change but he always changes the subject or says he is just tired. It's frustrating but I know not to push him.
Me and Ray have been thinking of ways to find out what is going on with him, we settled on a sleepover (YAY). It will just be me, him, Frank and Mikey (My brother).
From: Ray 12:00
Hey man, don't forget to ask Frank and don't let him say no!
To: Ray 12:01
I won't, I can see him now text you in a few mins.
I shoved my phone in my pocket and ran over to Frank. He was leaning up against a wall looking at his phone.
"Hey Frank!"
He jumped, he must of not seen me coming.
"Oh.. Hey Gee"
"Me, Ray and Mikey are having a sleepover this weekend and you are coming too!"
"I..um"
"We aren't taking no for an answer so there is no point arguing."
"Okay. Fine what time?"
"Any. You okay?"
"Yeah fine.. tired"
See. He won't say that something is bothering him.
"Okay... I'm gonna go get some lunch wanna come?"
He looked away and then back at me.
"I uumm.. I can't I have detention so I have to go"
"Okay bye"
I turned to walk to get lunch and pulled out my phone.
To: Ray 12:08
Something is definitely up with Frank, I offed for him to get lunch with me but he said he had detention. I'm worried about him.
From: Ray 12:10
He will be okay, we only have to wait 2 days until the sleepover. And I'm not letting him leave until he tells us okay?
To: Ray 12:11
Okay
------ TIME LAPS -------
I woke up with a gut wrenching feeling in my stomach, I was really nervous to find out what was up with Frank but I had to know. I stood up and heading to the bathroom for a shower. I had a flash back to the time when Frank tried to kill himself in him own bathroom, this made me hide all my blades and anything else sharp before he came just incase.
I stepped in the shower and felt the warm water wash over me. I cleaned my greasy hair and got out. When i was getting changed Mikey knocked on the door.
"Hey Gee, Ray is here"
"Okay Mikes be up in a sec"
Me, Ray and Mikey sat, laughed and talk for a few hours while we waited for Frank to arrive.
When we finally heard a knock at the door Ray and I gave each other that look.
I stood up and went to answer it. Frank was standing there wearing a Black Flag tshirt with a long sleeved black hoodie on. He had his skeleton gloves on and black skinny jeans. He look skinnier than usual and Frank was pretty skinny before.
"Hey Frankie."
"Hey Gee."
Frank stood on his tiptoes and kissed my cheek.
"Well someone is in a good mood today!"
We went to the front room and again chatted for another few hours. Mikey decides to go to the shop because we didn't have much food and then Ray asked the question.
"Frank, we know something has been bothering you! You keep saying it's nothing or you are just tired but we can tell that something isn't right. So now would be a good time to tell us."
There was a short awkward silence which I broke.
"Please Frankie, we are just worried."
"I.. Urrr.."
He looked down at the dirty carpet.
"Frank you won't find anything on the carpet"
I joked and lifted his head up so he was looking at us.
"I just got into some bad shit lately"
He rubbed him face and that's when Mikey came home.
Me and Ray were still worried about Frank. We got some pizza and watched a horror movie, Frank barely ate. He had about 1 and and a half slices we asked if he was sure and he said he was just feeling a bit off.
It was about 12:30am. Mikey had drifted of to sleep. Me, Ray and Frank were sitting in the kitchen drinking coffee and laughing. Yes, Frank was laughing but again it was different than I'm used to.
"I'm just gonna go to the toilet"
Frank stood up and and headed to the bathroom.
"We need to know what the fuck is wrong. I'm worried."
"I know Gerard, I'll talk to him"
A few seconds later Frank came back and sat down in front of me. I told them I was going to the toilet as well. I wasn't planning to I just wanted to give Ray a chance to talk to him but when I got to the door I decided I probably should. When I got up to the bathroom I noticed Frank's phone sitting on the side. I went to pick it up when it vibrated, I read the screen and it said Ryan. What the fuck??
Notes
Hey guys, here is a longer chapter because I finally thought of something to write!! YAY! Although one of my fave fanfiction usually updates about ever 2 days and it hasn't been updated in a week! I don't think i can wait much longer!!!
Also I don't think I tell you guys enough that you are amazing and if you ever need to talk you can message me. You are worth it and if anyone tells you otherwise I will slap 'em!!
Xoxo
Yay, you updated! I really like this
6/26/15