Frank looked into Gerard's eyes and just stared for a while. He got lost; they were like an light in the dark of Frank's like and he wanted to never step out of them.

"How are you?" Gerard asked, pulling Frank closer for a hug.

"Fine," Frank murmured into Gerard's chest. He inhaled the scent of Gerard: Coffee and Cigarettes. He smelled perfect. "How are you?"

"I don't know," Gerard answered, caressing a small section of skin of Frank's back. The movements and spot made shivers go down Frank's spine. He curled his hand into a fist grabbing hold of some material of Gerard's jacket.

"What do you mean?" Frank said, looking up at Gerard, only to find themselves square in the face with each other. He brought his hand to lace his fingers through Gerard's black hair and pull it out again.

"Precisely that," Gerard exasperated, letting out a massive sigh. He looked at Frank, using one hand to stroke his cheek while the other held his neck. "I'm confused."

"About... me?" Frank mumbled in a questioning tone. He wasn't sure himself where he stood with Gerard, but lying down seemed to be the perfect answer.

"Yes," Gerard stated bluntly. He put an Arm around Frank, cradling him closer (if that was indeed possible) and held him there. "It's nothing bad. I like you, you're a good person. In fact, I don't think I've ever seen someone more beautiful person..." Gerard trailed off, kissing Frank on the nose.

Frank's stomach did a little flip. He felt tingles from the nose which spread all over his body like a wildfire. There was a burning sensation which was making him feel sick and wanting to keep it all inside at the same time. However, judging by Gerard's tone, he know there was a flip side to this. "But..."

Gerard put his hands on either side of his waist, hoisting him up to sit on Gerard's pelvic cradle. "I can't take what I'd get if anyone would find about us."

At this point, Frank had leaned down on Gerard's chest, one ear flat to listen to the rhythm of heart. He stopped, tensing when Gerard had spoken. He lifted up his body again, looking Gerard in the eyes. "You kidnapped me, trekked me /miles/ away from my home, and now you say you can't take this minor risk? Compared to what you have done, this is nothing."

Gerard lifted his shoulders, supporting himself and propping the rest of his body up with his arms crooked beneath him. "I just don't know what affect it would have on you... You hardly know me..."

"Then why did you kiss me?"

"Ever heard of physical attraction?"

"So last night was just attraction to you, there was no love in there at all?" Frank waited for an answer, folding his arms and looking down at Gerard from his higher point. "I see," He murmured when he didn't reply. He unfolded his arms and went to get off of Gerard and get back in the van when Gerard grabbed his arms and wrapped them around his neck, bringing in Frank for yet another kiss.

This one was not hot, fast or wild like the ones last night had been; it was much the contrary. It was slow, like they weren't going to loose anytime over it and they didn't going anywhere and they could do this happily all day. Gerard moved his lips along Frank's, placed light pecks along the way. When he moved them the other way, he ran his tongue along the opening of his mouth as a silent ask for him to open his mouth. Frank complied, parting his lips and letting Gerard's tongue explore. He ran his tongue over the smaller males teeth, along the roof of his mouth and finally battling with his lover's tongue for dominance. He laughed into the kiss when he won, sending vibrations into Frank and making him let slip a breath. Gerard nibbled on his lip lightly, nudging his lip ring with his tongue and sucking on it gently. Gerard let go and pulled away, staying as close as he possibly could to his lover.

"And they said romance was dead," Gerard muttered, chuckling airily. He smiled, crashing their foreheads together, their noses gently rubbing. "I like you... A lot. I don't know what it is about you... You just make me feel... Great," he concluded triumphantly, wrapping his arms around Frank's waist and bringing him closer, creating friction on their crotches which was pleasurable for them both.

"I know what you mean," Frank replied, stroking the sticky out bone on the back of Gerard's neck. He closed his eyes, thinking hard but not thinking at all.

"What are you thinking about?" Gerard asked, trying to focus on Frank.

"You. Me. This," He said vaguely. He didn't know where he wanted to be with Gerard. He wanted a nice normal relationship filled with love and happiness. He was beginning to think this was the wrong idea.

"We don't have to make any decisions today, you know. You don't have to rush into anything; I don't wanted to make you feel pressured at all. Think about it. Anytime you know the answer, just tell me," Gerard rambled out of his mouth, like an erupting volcano. It was funny when he did that and Frank couldn't help but giggle.

"I know, but it's gonna be so /hard/ to keep my hands off of you," he said fearlessly but his blush giving him away at exactly the same time.

"I see. I'm just that irresistible, eh?" Gerard dramatized, flicking his hair like a diva.

"No... Well, Yes! But... I don't know. I don't want to rush it... Does it feel like rushing to you?" Frank rambled the same had Gerard had done earlier.

"A little... But... You..." Gerard managed. He was getting frustrated because he didn't want to say "I love you," because it was too soon. He didn't hold the capacity to love. "Frank, I've fucked things up in my previous relationships and I don't want... I don't want to break you. You are too precious and young to be hurt by me and I just don't want to do that. I've been hurt myself, and I'm not sure I know how to love someone properly. All I seem to like is the physical attraction and that's it," He said, making sure to slow down.

"I could teach you how to love," Frank offered shyly, no meeting his eyes. He looked down, tucking his head under Gerard's chin.

"What?" Gerard said, confused. He peeled Frank off of him and held him by the shoulder so he could look at him properly.

"I can teach you to love," Frank repeated.

"I heard you the first time," Gerard said scoffing slightly. "What do you mean?"

"I could show you how to love. Just simple things, like conversations and shit..." Frank trailed off.

Gerard's face lit up. "Great Idea!" he exclaimed, hugging Frank close. "Let's start tomorrow. I want to stay here for now," he said, laying back down and pulling Frank with him.

"Good idea," he agreed. He pulled the blanket over them both and laid down on Gerard's chest and shortly fell asleep.