I'm so far away from you

• Suddenly I see Gerard walking towards me, red in the face (with anger this time) and his fists clenched. I freeze and stare at him.
  He points at my hoodie pockets, "THERE IT IS!!!!" Gerard screams at me.
  I look down to see his piece of paper stuck to my hoodie pockets by a piece of gum Gerard must've put there on the paper.
  Gerard storms towards me and pushing my shoulder back, and drags me by my hoodie to the outside playground where we are alone.....
  
  Gerard drops me to the ground and I land on my backside on the hard scratchy gravel, he then rips off the piece of paper from my hoodie and crumples it in anger.
  I begin accepting the fact this is probably where I die.
  "Got any Famous Last Words?" Gerard grins at me after reading his paper.
  I gulp, "Um, err ,um.."
  "Thought not" Gerard says grabbing my neck. I scream.
  "Please don't" I say losing my voice a bit.
  Gerard's face suddenly goes from a homicidal lunatic's face to a sincere crumpled expression, his eyes begin to water and bottom lip starts to shudder.
  I sit back trembling waiting for what comes next.
  "You think I'd ever want to kill anyone Frank? " Gerard whispers concentrating on not bursting into tears.
  "Well after what I read... Y-yes"
  "No, Frank, no. Especially not you." he sits down next to me and wipes away my tears with the back of his thumb. I should feel scared but I'm strangely feeling the exact opposite, I move closer to him and he backs away a bit.
  "I only kill people when they deserve it" Gerard says looking deeply into my eyes, he then reaches his arm across me to find my hand and holds it in his.

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