Dark Side of a Smile

I can't send him letters, I can't talk to him. How could I? I threw everything we had in the trash. I should've killed myself that night. I should've just let Gerard know about our baby. I should've been a better parent, a better son. I should've been, I could've been a better son. He said he wanted to visit me, how could I let him see me when I'm such a disgrace? Maybe he can break me out of this prison, maybe the prison inside my mind. How could he? By love? Love has never done any good to me, please let it do good for my baby girl. Please never let them take the light behind her eyes. Mikey, why haven't you sent letters to me? I need to know if she's talking, walking, asking for me. I know she won't she'll think Kristin and Mikey are her parents, thats how life is. That's what you have to do. I have to do, Gerard never did a damn thing but make her... Look at me crying... I'm pathetic. My daughter doesn't desurve me as the carrier of her. She'll be smart. Smart... Like I wasn't... Gerard....
Dear Gerard,
Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.
Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.
I hope you die of AIDS from LynZ
Fuck off,
Frank.
This one I actually did send.

Notes

I like to think I'm funny.