My Hell is Your Heaven

Its been a few weeks since the sleepover, me and Gee hang out a little more but I'm not sure if we're friends or more. I want him to be mine but I don't want to scare him away. We kiss a lot and cuddle, I found more about him, he likes to draw and he draws me a lot and I love it when I do because he makes me feel beautiful. We never go to my house, I'm not going to risk getting caught with that again. Never. I just got of English. I can't wait to see him in art and talk to him. wait... Zachy? What I failed to mention before is that Zachy is my ex, And right now he's comming straight toward me. Great. I'm scared to see what he was going to say, some people would see me and Gee holding hand hand kissing from time to time but everyone is just as confused as I am. He came up to me looking pretty pissed.
"What do you want Zachy?"
"What so now your on Gerard's dick now?"
"It's not like that."
"What is it like then?"
"None of your business"
"Yeah it is"
"We're not together anymore, my life doesn't concern you anymore"
"Look I just don't trust that guy."
"I don't trust you"
"Frankie I-"
"Don't you dare call me by that nickname ever again, you have no right"
"Sorry Fran- Frank, I'm sorry."
"You're a coward and because you can't get what you want which you already had but gave away and now you're throwing a fit like a little kid, I'm done with you Zachy"
He looked at me like he was so shocked that I said anything like that, God damn jerk.
"Frank I'm-"
"Save it for someone who cares." and I walk off, I saw Gerard staring at me smiling. Did I do a good job? Why is life so confusing? Why is Gerard Way so confusing?

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