My Hell is Your Heaven

Damn teacher, I wanted to talk to Gerard more. He seemed cool to be friends with. I need to be careful what I say to him. Don't want to make the same mistake as I did last time with trusting the wrong person, I almost shutter at the thought of him, my ex... I honestly thought he loved me, hell I almost lost my virginity to him, but when I was about to I got caught and yeah, lets not talk about that... Gerard please distract me. Did I really ask for that? (yes, yes I did) fuck! I can't be interested in having a boyfriend right now. Not with my parents, I'm actually kinda trying in school (lair). Fuck off brain. The ball rang. Gerard stood up and turned around after he put on his backpack, "you wanna have lunch with me and my friends later?". Did he just ask me that? Holy shit, I have to answer right? UHHHHHHHH.... "sure, uhh, where do you guys meet?" He smirked at me, "at fuck mountain" WAS THAT A PICKUP LINE!!??? Holy fuck, he'll be the death of me. He just laughed at my expression, the fuck? "haha, interesting face you got a there Frankie, We meet at the cave". I just nodded and he walked away. The cave is a area where the school cameras don't point to, No one goes there and no one sees, only a few people notice and only a few people know about the cameras. Thank God no one has sex there. Fuck, history... Not gonna even try.. Fuck that. I'm thinking about Gerard. I just want to sigh but I know if I did the teacher would complain how i'm ungrateful and make me answer questions. Do not want so I just keep quiet and keep my thoughts to myself and try not to get a boner. My mission was a success, no boner. Ah, lunch, I don't feel like eating so I just go over to the cave and I see this blonde hair kid and... Ray? No way!
"uh.. Hi.." I finally said, wow I'm pathetic.
"Hey Frank, whatcha doing here?" Ray questioned me, smiling.
"Gerard invited me to sit here with him" the blonde hair kid looks shocked, Oh fuck! Is that his boyfriend!!??
"My brother actually invited you? Weird.." Oh thank God not his boyfriend. They kinda look related.
"Does he usually do this?"
"My brother hates people, I'm just surprised."
"oh... Weird."
"very" this kid doesn't seem to smile much... He look serious.
"So whats your name? Mine is Frank."
"Mikey fuckin' Way."
"Love the name."
"I do too"
I can tell we're going to get along just fine.
"Where the fuck is Gerard?"
"getting pizza" Ray finally said something.
"seriously?"
"yeah, he said a new freak like us would join the group" I just nodded but what the fuck? They act like being a freak is something to be proud of. Fuck. This is going to be a hell of a year.

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