I Think I Like It

I was hit with a wave of pure contentedness. I could sit here, eating sandwiches and drinking coffee with him in his house forever and never get bored. I wanted to wake up and see him with his stupid sleepy smile and hair sticking everywhere, and fall asleep with him curled around me. I wanted to walk downstairs and see him with his adorable glasses on, marking papers, and to distract him from them. I wanted to lie on the sofa and eat dinner while watching bad horror movies, and above all else, I wanted to be the only person he made coffee and sandwiches for, for the rest of our lives.
I didn’t realize I’d been staring at him until he smiled shyly, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear self-consciously.
“What?” he asked.
“I’m in love with you.” I said softly.

1. Chapter 1: Well, who knew?

2. Chapter 2: Didn't your mother ever tell you...

3. Chapter 3: Son of a bitch.

4. Chapter 4: In which Mr. Way is not, in fact, joking.

5. Chapter 5: Avoidance is never the answer.

6. Chapter 6: Happy Birthday, Frankie (part 1)

7. Chapter 6.5: The great pumpkin, Frank Iero (or Happy Birthday, Frankie part 2)

8. Chapter 7: Don't call me, I'll call you.

9. Chapter 8: With friends like these. (OR: 'How old is too old?')

10. Chapter 9: Heads down.

11. Chapter 10: Worst-case scenario...

12. Chapter 11: I would even wait all night.

13. Chapter 12: Do it for me.

    TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of Self-Harm, suicidal thoughts. Please read at your own risk. If you don't feel comfortable reading, drop me a message/comment and I'll give you a brief rundown of what happens so you don't have to read it :)

14. Chapter 13: Claim me.

15. Chapter 14: Misbehavior

16. Chapter 15: My Girl.

17. Chapter 16: The only good idea Frank Iero has ever had

18. Chapter 17: Frank Iero is a piece of shit

19. Chapter 18: Sex and not much else

20. Chapter 19: Out of my mind.

21. Chapter 20: The Weekend (Part 1)

22. Chapter 21: My love, my love, my love (OR The Weekend Part 2)

23. Chapter 22: Reality

24. Chapter 23: The truth, or something like that.

25. Chapter 24: In which Frank is bad at ignoring Gerard.

26. Chapter 25: Love, Sex and Hospital Beds.

27. Chapter 26: Zenith and Nadir.

28. Chapter 27: Disenchanted

    Some heavy stuff here, guys. Self harm/suicide/blood/alcohol/drug use trigger warnings, as well as a general warning not to read if you're sensitive and get upset easily. If any of you don't want to read this because of triggers and whatnot just message me and I'll give you a rundown :)

29. Chapter 28: Everything I've never wanted

30. Chapter 29: I only like one of the Way brothers.

31. Chapter 30: The worst reunion

32. Chapter 31: Do you miss me? 'Cause I miss you.

33. Chapter 32: This time I mean it.

34. Chapter 33: Belated presents

35. Chapter 34: Part of the family

36. Chapter 35: Unconventional as fuck

37. Chapter 36: A very productive day

38. Chapter 37: Happy Birthday, Mr. Way.

39. Chapter 38: Drugs and alcohol, baby.

    As the title suggests, there's a lot of drug/alcohol abuse in this one, so yeah. :)

40. Chapter 39: I need you more than dope

41. Chapter 40: A mutual understanding.

42. Chapter 41: In which Gerard Way finally gets help

43. Chapter 42: Proud

44. Chapter 43: A chance encounter

45. Chapter 44: "Stomachaches" (OR, in which Gerard is a fucking liar)

46. Chapter 45: The drums of the city rain

47. Chapter 46: The flowers in your lungs

48. Chapter 47: All inked up

49. Chapter 48: The colours of your soul

50. Chapter 49: (I promise)

    Drug abuse and self harm trigger warnings! Stay safe, cuties!

51. Chapter 50: The past ain't through with you

    Rape/non-con warning. I'm so sorry it just sort of happened.

52. Chapter 51: Agony

    Mentions of rape/non-con. Panic attacks. Vomit. Mentions of self-harm/suicide. <3

53. Chapter 52: I'll never let them hurt you

54. Chapter 53: Revenge

    TW: Blood, descriptions of violence, alcoholism. References to rape/non-con.

55. Chapter 54: Gerard Way is a big dork with a big dick

56. Chapter 55: Graduation

57. Chapter 56: Drunken Idiot.

58. Chapter 57: Lights and glitter (OR: 'The Prom Chapter')

59. Chapter 58: Our hearts

60. Chapter 59: The do-over

61. Chapter 60: Monster in law

62. Chapter 61: "So anyway, here's wonderwall"

63. Chapter 62: Permanent markers

64. Chapter 63: Take me away

65. Chapter 64: Big ass metaphor

66. Chapter 65: Light of Day

67. Chaper 66: Crimson and Clover

    tw: mentions of horror/blood/violence.

68. Chapter 66: Departure from platform 12

69. Epilogue