F+G
Your Choice
*Gerard's POV, still dreaming/asleep*
As soon as I left my house, I continued to slowly walk into a forest. I murmured, "What if Mikey is true? I'm just paranoid, just being stupid... just being the stupid Gerard I am.." A couple tears drizzled out of my eyes, but I dried quickly wiped them off of my face. Suddenly, Mikey appeared infront of me, putting one hand on my shoulder. He just rubbed my right shoulder, whispering in my ear,
"No, I was never right Gerard.." I looked up to my brother, my face filled with confusion. He motioned me to sit down, which he did as well. "Gerard, oh Gerard... I've lied so much... You actually think I spoke the truth to you?"
"M-Mikey, y-you always were honest to m-me.. and m-mom." I silently gasped, not wanting to believe him. "Right?" I whispered, on the verge of crying. "R-Right?" I managed to say, then trying not t cry infront of Mikey.. He w-was, no he is always so strong. I have to be strong as well, I have to. Mikey chuckled, finally taking his arm off of my shoulder.
"Ah Gerard, you have so much to learn about me.. so much." Then I heard my brother say something I never thought I'd hear him say. "You're so fucking idiotic Gerard, I hope you die. Mom and I would be better off without you. You are a burden and a disgrace." I shook my head, no. No, no Mikey is lying again. This is just a dumb fucking joke. I built some courage inside of me and raised my voice slightly.
"Stop, just stop Mikey. You think you're so damn special, you think mom loves you more because you're the 'better' kid. I hate you and I will not hesitate to say it again. I wish I was an only kid. You get all of the attention, you get good grades.. People like you, mom and dad adore you, and I hate it. I feel left out because of you-" All of a sudden I felt a numbing feeling in my face, and pain.
"Gerard, it's because of you. Your choice. Your the reason, not me! Not me, not me, not me, not me-" Mikey kept repeating that. For some reason, I couldn't breathe. My mouth opened, but I didn't have any oxygen in my lunges. I wasn't breathing, I could barely say to Mikey,
"Mik..ey, sor-ry.. h-he......"
"May we meet again, Gerard." Mikey spoke before walking away from me, on the cold, forest ground. But I had one last thought, before 'becoming unconscious', maybe this is Mikey's true colors.. Maybe, just maybe....
Notes
Hello my readers.. it's been quite awhile. But I'm back. It was a long time though, I'm sorry. I became a much better person, discovered myself more, and matured especially. Almost weekly, I felt guilty for not updating. For a while I've considered deleting all of my stories on here, wanting nothing to do with them. I hated them, but I've learned to 'deal' with them. I may never write more to some of my stories. Although I shall try, whenever I do try.. they'll be different. I'll be editing them, kind of changing the plot, or rewriting them I guess I could say.
But man, I can't believe people still subscribe to my stories, I may not have many but that's okay. I wanted to thank all of my subscribers for staying subscribed. Thank you, thank you for sticking around. I'm back and I'm not going away like I did. I'm happy to be back writing again. ^.^ (Weird dream I must say... what's going to happy next? Do you guys have any ideas? Hmm.. See ya'll next update.)
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You're welcome! :D Lol, I'm going to try to make the next title a MCR lyric. And hopefully it won't be in the early morning for you, so you could sing out loud. I'll update soon. ~Fįrę
3/18/15