Passing Notes

Timestamp: 7:15 pm. October 6th, 1998
Location: The Park
I was walking to the park where I was meeting Frank. I was so nervous. I saw him, wow. Why did he look better now then when I saw him in the halls? Maybe because he was going to see me, he wanted to see me, meet me, touch me, kiss me. Whoa! Where did that come from? Of course I want to kiss him but he might not want to, plus he's got a girlfriend, and not to mention he might not even like the thought of my face. I can't chicken out now. I check my phone, 7:15. You can do this Gerard, you're already late. I cleared my throat. "Hi there, Frankie." I said, he looked up, was that a blush i saw? Freaking adroable. "Mind if I join you?" He nodded. I sat right next to him.
"You're the one who found my note?"
"You're the one who's been ranting to me and knows my secrets?"
He nodded.
"At least I know I can trust you."
"I hope Jamia dosen't find out I'm doing this."
"Why?"
"You know why."
"We aren't giving each other blow jobs."
Yeah, he's defintaly blushing.
"Y-yeah, but. I-I."
Holy shit, he's really embarrassed. He's so freaking amazing.
"I was just joking Frankie."
He nodded. "Thanks Gee, or Gerard? I can't believe I never saw you."
"I've seen you, knew you, kinda. I saw you and Jamia."
"You did? I know we ran into each other, literately."
I chuckled lightly, "I really wanted to say something, but Jamia."
"Yeah, crazy bitch."
"Break up if you're not happy."
"You know why I can't."
"Frank for your safety. Please, for me?"
"I... I can't, even though I hate her guts I can't!"
"That's fine. Lets just talk about us."
"Us." That sounds so amazing when he says it. Fuck, I sound like a teenage girl with a crush.
"What do you want to know?"
"More about Mikey? What was the sex like? What happened first?"
"We just kissed one day, fireworks happened. It was amazing. It was by accident. I think we were having an argument and I just kissed him. We made out but we didn't do anything for a month because MIkey wasn't ready, but we slowly got into jerking each other off and he seemed to enjoy when I gave him a BJ. I miss him."
"What's going to happen when he comes back for the break?" Did his voice sound sadden? This is weird, he can't have a crush on me. Could he?
"My parents won't allow us to be alone together. They told me if they catch us again I'm going to a foster home."
"That bad?"
"My mom did walk in on her two sons fucking."
He chuckled lightly. What am I feeling, I haven't felt this way since Mikey.
"That sounds horrible. That would be like me and Ronnie fucking and Jamia caught us, or us fucking!"
"Us fucking? Aren't you a virgin?"
"Yeah..."
"So you would want to lose your virginity to me?"
Wow, I he's redder than a tomato.
"N-no!"
"I'm not good enough?"
"WHAT!? NO! I'm not saying that. I just rather lose it to someone I love, or that been dating for a while, ya know?"
"Yeah, so Jamia is out of the question?"
"Do you even have to ask that question? I can't even get it up when I think of her."
"Seriously? Do you just sneak around with Ronnie then?"
"Yeah, Hand jobs and stuff like that. Nothing to bad. I don't think I'll lose my virginity to him though."
"Why?"
"Ronnie is my best friend and I love him but not in that way, I'll experiment but I don't ever think we could be a couple, let alone fuck."
I nodded, "Should we keep on doing the notes, or just text each other?"
"Jamia checks my phone. The notes are safer."
"They're kinda safer. My friend Ray is getting suspicious."
"So is Jamia, but I rather not have her knowing who you are or what we talk about. Who's Ray?"
"A good friend of mine is all, he doesn't know about Mikey. You're the only one"
"It feels good to have someone to trust, huh?"
"You have no idea... Well, actually you do." I smiled at my own comment.
Frank checked his watch, "Fuck, it's getting late. I should go."
"See you at school, with a new note?"
"I wouldn't have it any other way" He smiled and walked off.
I went home myself. My parents looked confused and frantic. "What's going on?" I asked. There had to be a explanation. My parents looked at me horrified, "Mikey's coming home for two weeks because the school needs to do repairs."

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