Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay

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Gerard POV *

Shit. What have I done? I don't think Frank is okay. Defantly not okay. I've gotta go and settle this with him! I excuse myself and sprint out the classroom. I see a lone figure down by the wall in the corridor, he is crying and breathing heavily; his shoulders rise up and down.

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Gerard rushed over to frank ,who was freaking out. Frank couldn't stop panting and his heart was beating out of control... his head was spinning, painful, - out of control. It was painful. He thought he was going to die. "I think I'm going to die", he whimpered. I'm so vulnerable, he thought.

Gerard put his hands on the younger boy's shoulders and shook him, then looked into his ochre eyes. Frank, please, calm down. Frank, it's okay, I'm here for you... I'll always be there for you..."

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Frank POV *

"Frank, it's okay, I'm here for you... I'll always be there for you..." he says.
"Oh, Gerard. You don't know how much that means to me," I whisper, still apparently unable to speak properly. Dammit. My head is still spinning around and I enter another cycle of torture. "I can't do this anymore," I wail, finally able to speak louder than a whisper.

And a voice says from behind me, "I need you." The pure forcefulness of it and the way he says it and husky, sad tone he says it in somehow is enough for me to stop trembling so much. His warm supple arms envelope me and I'm pulled into his embrace, his head above mine and his arms around my shoulders. Wow, my head is spinning so much more than before. When Gee whispers "don't worry, I'm here for you, I love you, I care about you..." and then presses his lips to my hair, I see stars.

"Jesus, Frankie, your heart is racing like crazy," exclaims Gerard. How did his hand get to my chest? "It's beating cause of you," I blurt out, staring into space. Fuck. Gerard takes and deep breath and I hear his breathing hitch as he squeezes me even tighter and silently strokes my hair. I smile and close my eyes. Having him literally spooning me feels amazing. I probably have a massive boner; right now the only thing on my mind is his smell, his breathing, the way he feels around me. I sigh.

"I seriously do love you," I say.
"I know," he answers, rocking me in his arms. "I know."

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Notes

and that's where I got to so far. hope you're liking it :)