Have You Even Noticed?

After he called my cousin he pressed the button in the side of the bed that git a nurse in the room immediately.
The nurse rusjed in and smiled when she saw I was awake.
"Your finally awake. How much do you remeber?"
"I remeber mikey coming in the room he started to cr yt? And ran to me. I said his name and thays all I rmeber. After thay its all blank. I fell lokenom forgetting sometjing important thought."
"Okay good. You do remeber whay happened. I have no idea whay your forgetting necause thay is exactly whay happened before you went unconscious." I gave her a fake smile. What the fuck am I for getting. Oh. My. God. I left the note. God damn it. What if mikey never wants to talk to me again. Fuck I coild have ruined everyrhing. Fuck fuck fuck.
the nurse left the room leaving only me and mikey.
"Mikey. Did you read the note I left?"
"Yes. And I didnt think you felt that way about me. I still cant beleive it. Alex, I love you too. The reason why I stopped talking to you is because I thought I woild screw everything up. I lobe you so fucking much and I missed your voice so much."
I start tearing uo amd smiling I scoot over and pat the space next to me telling mikey to sit with me. He does and he puts his arm aroind my shoulder. I rest my head on his chest and reach for his hand and play with it. Its nothing new since I ised to do this all the time, the playing with his hand thing not the setting my head on his chest part.
Aboit five minutes later alex storms in the door
"Dude whay happened. Is she o.." he sees me amd he starts crying. "Alex"he runs and gibes me a hug. "Oh alex I missed you so much. I thiught you werent going to wake up."
I hug him back. "Well I did wake up." I have a lot more energy than when I had just woke up. The nirse walke din with the doctor.
"Okay Alex. We think we should keep you for observations but you shoild be able to go jome tomorrow. On a couple conditions."
"What are the conditions? "
"Well. You have to start talking to a shrink. You have to let mikey and nic keep an eye on you. Yoi have to take antidepressants. And you have to keep doing all these thing until I say."
"How is mikey and nic supposed to keep and eye on me? Mikey lives thirty minutes walking distants from my house and nic lives in a different state." I wasnt expecting what was coming next.

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