**Mikeys POV**
*two hours later.*
Shes still alive. I dont what I would hvae done if she wasn't. I camt go any longer without her. I was gonna ask her out today. But they arent sure when shes gonna wake up. Shes in a coma right now. Why cant she just wake up. I called her aunt the moment we got to the hospital. She hasnt showed up yet. Her family is full of bitches. Well she does have one decent cousin but he moved the moment his girlfriend graduated. He love all the way across the country in Colorado. He always wanted to live there. My parents were willing to take her. They like her and my brother thinks shes cool. I here the door open. Speaking of gerard.
"Oh my god. is she okay. I came as soon as I heard. Im so sorry I know how much you liked her." I walked toward him and gave him a hug and started to cry onto his shoulder.
"Shes in a coma. Gerard if I had gotten there a any later than I did she would be dead. I should have prevented this. I shouldnt have avoided her. She had left me a note on her bathrrom mirror. She loves me Gerard. She really does. Now she might not even wake up. What am I supposed to do?"
"Oh mikey." I hug him tighter. I hear a stiring coming from the other side of the room. I turn around. Shes not a wake but its almost as shes having a nightmare.
***Alexs pov***
Did mikey just say im in a coma. This cant be happening. Him amd gerard are the only ones who have visited. I wonder if theu called nic yet. Hes my cousin and the inly one thay gives a damn. I decide once im out of high school and have the money im going to colorado and live near him. I didnt tel mikey that. Wait did I just here what I think I heard. Mikey just said he loved me. Omg I need to wake up. He crying in gerards shoulder. I need to wake uo. Wake up wake up wake up. Please just wake up. I need to hug mikey. I dont even mind that I didnt die anymore. I just want to wake up. im fully aware of everyrhing thay is happening around me but no one can here or see me. My body is laying on the hospital bed. I listen to what the are saying again.
"Mikey, we should call nic. He needs to know what happening."
"Your right. Ill call jim" he pulls out my phone. He knows the password. He dials nic up. My phone is always loud so I can hear both side of the conversation.
"Hey alex."
Mikeu tales a deep breather "hey nic, this is mikey."
"WHeres alex and why do you have her phone? "
"She tried to commit suicide this morning. I didnt get to her until after she took the pills. She was still awake when I got to her but unconscious when the paramedics got there."
"What? Ill be in town by tomorrow. Call me of she wakes up Or if anything happens."
"I will. Goodbye ill see you when you get here. "

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The next morning.
*mikeys pov*
I wake up to the door flying open. Nic is here. I look at the clock. 9 am. I dont remember when I fell asleep. My momd was going crazy and I guess I just passed out or something.
"Hey man"
"Hey nic" I walk to him and he hugs me I willingly hug back. Ill admit I do like hugs. he pulls away from the hug
"Hows alex doing."
"The same as last night. Nothings changed since I called you"

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