**Alex's POV**
About twenty more minutes and we arrive at the same old school building I've been going to for my entire life. Its an old brick building. Ut needs fixing up really badly. The hugh school is newer than the elementry. I walk through the metal door and to my red locker. I put in the combination 29-34-23. when I start to open it I feel someone puch me from behind against the locker. Fuck. the person turns me around so I am now staring at him. Kristian.
"Look whos back. Its little alex. What a freak."
"Leave me alone kristian."
"Or else what." He says this as he bangs my head against the locker
"Thats what I thought bitch." An evil smirk grows on his face. " now what can I do to you today. Hmm. I know" he knees my stomach. And I let out a grunt.
"Please dont"
"Whats" kick " that" kick" I "kick" didnt" kick "hear" kick " you" kicks and hits my head against the locker again then lets me go and goes to his class. I sit there crying for abiut five minutes when I decide ive had enough. Im sick of being beat. Im sick of being called a freak. Im sick of breathing. Im gonna do it. But I cant do it with out saying goodbye to mikey. How can I do it with out leading him on that im about to do what I am. I take a deep breathe and walk to where id have first period. Mikey should be there.I walk in and see him. Okay dont cry.
"Mikey"
"Hey alex. Is something wrong. You look really beat up. Did kkristian tiuch you again."
"Yah but im fine im going home Tho. I want you to know that your my best friend and maybe ill see you later." Hopefully not to soon. I give him a hug and walk out of the class room, out of the school, off the property and home. Im not talking about where im living im talking about the now abandoned house that is and always will be my home. I walk in the door. Everything is ass I left it all those months ago. I couldnt face the house until now. I go to the bathroom wear I know that there will me my sleep medication I used to take for my insomnia. I still have insomnia but I got a different prescription. . I decide to write an apologe I know mikey will be the one to find me. He deserves to know why.I grab a sharpie I keep in my pocket and go up to the mirror.

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Dear mikey,
Im sorry you had to find me like this. I just couldnt handle this anymore. I know now might be to late to tell you but I love you. I have for two years now. You are the one I will miss. When you find me Know none of this is yiur fault. I just cant handle breathing any longer. I may now be physically dead but ive been dead mentally since I got the phone call. Im going back to my family. Forever yours, alex xoxoxo

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I take a deep breathe and open the bottle. Take one pill two three four five six seven and soon it turned into twenty and the bottle was empty. The bottle said it should take ten mintues for them to kick in. Five more minutes and its all over. im starting to feel light headed. I lay down on the florr. And in that second the door swung open.

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