Gerard forced me down on my knees in front of him while he worked on his belt and pants with his other free hand, I struggled underneath his grip, that only led for his grip to get tighter on my shoulders.
“Don’t fucking struggle, you’ll make this much more worse for you” he said and that’s when a dash of Déjà vu came all over.

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“Don’t fucking struggle, you’ll make this much more worse for you” Tony said to me as he let out his soft cock infront of my face. “Now get to fucking work it ain’t going to suck itself” I looked at him disgusted and kept my mouth shut tight as I shook my head. His hand made it’s way on my hair pulling at it, I tried hard not to gasp at the sudden pain that shook down from my scalp. “Suck it Bitch!” he yelled at me, pulling even more, I could feel my hair almost getting ripped from my scalp but I still had more fight in me. I kept my mouth shut as he pressed his cock against my lips, closing my eyes tight shut. I feel dirty, I feel like a fucking whore now. He had been trying to get me to suck him off for the past couple of days but I still refused even when he beat me enough to almost break my ribs I still didn’t give up, he groaned and the next thing I know is his knuckles bashed against my right cheeks, tripping me on my sides, I could feel blood forming in my mouth and spat it out on the floor. “You little son of a bitch, I fucking own you now you do as I say or I’ll swear to god I’ll fucking kill you in the most miserable way!” he shouted, grabbing my hair again and yanking me back up to my knees. “Now fucking do it” he said again through clenched teeth. He pulled more on my hair and to my surprise I let out a gasp, he immediately took the opportunity and shoved his limp cock in my mouth. “if you bite I’ll kill you” I whimpered a bit as he started move his hips back and forth in my mouth, feeling his cock get to life in my mouth, he kept moving his hips, gaining speed and force. Everytime he shoved back in I could feel the tip hit the back of my throat almost making me gag. I could taste his pre cum in my mouth and I groaned making him moan. He kept thrusting in my mouth, feeling the under vein of his cock twitch a bit, I knew he was about to finish, keeping up momentum he thrusted one last time spilling his cum down my throat, it tasted bitter, and it was my first time and god I hated it.

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I gasped at the sudden memory and looked up at Gerard, my vision blurry from eyes being filled with tears. “Don’t do this please!” I managed to get out as tears started to make their way down my cheeks “Please I-I beg you” I choked out, Gerard stopped fidgeting with his jeans and stared at me his grip on my hair getting looser. Not for long though his grip got tight again.
“And why should I stop?” he said looking at me.
“Cause- Cause” I looked down I don’t know how to tell him, I don’t even know why I should tell him.
“Because?” he asked me. “I guess you got no reason for me to stop.” He said again as he took his cock out of his jeans “now lets see what that pretty mouth of yours can do” he smirked.
I swallowed down my pride and gave in, as I took his cock in my hand, I licked up his underside and then swirled my tongue around the tip, repeating a few times as he cock sprang to live underneath my hand, he sighed a bit and let go off my hair completely, titling his head back. I took the tip in my mouth and slowly swirled my tongue around it, and pushing against the slit, making him softly moan, and that sent shiver down my spine and to my own cock. What the fuck is happening?!
I kept swirling my tongue, sucking lightly as my other hand reached up to his balls and slowly started to massage them as I took all his length in my mouth slowly, still sucking my tongue working around every inch of it, he soft moans and pants were all effecting me in a way I didn’t like. I groaned into his own cock as I felt my own twitch again, making him buck his hips against my face. I gained speed and sucked even tighter, as I pull up my tongue teasing the slit and going back down to engulf his own length. I could feel his hips slightly shiver and his legs trembling, knowing he was soon close. His moans got deeper, as his hand made it’s way to my head, slowly massaging my scalp as I kept him in my mouth.
“F-frank, I’m cl-ose” he whispered, I deep throated him one last time and that’s when he exploded in my mouth, his cock twitching, moaning and panting, his legs trembling even wilder, I swallowed ever last bit of him and found my self to like the taste. He slid out of my mouth and dropped on his own knees coming face to face to me, his hair wet from sweat as he panted to regain his breathing, his hand now resting on my shoulder while the other one on my waist, he pulled me closer to him wrapping his hands around me, hugging me tightly. I was stunned at the sudden move, why is he hugging me? This is oh so weird! I heard him chuckle a bit and grabbed my face pulling me into a soft kiss, I kissed him back not knowing weather this was a test or not, as he parted he got up and went into the bathroom that was joined in with the bedroom I could hear the shower running.
I felt a painful throb from between my legs I realized I was hard as I was the night before, oh fucking hell did I actually enjoy this? But he forced me! How could I enjoy that?. I sat down on the floor and pulled my legs against my chest. This cannot be happening, it’s hasn’t been twenty four hours yet since I met him, even though in the car he tried to make a conversation with me. He talked about star wars and comics; I used to read them all the time before I got kidnapped. My mum used to get so mad at me for not reading proper books, what I’d give to get my hands on a comic. Speaking about my mum I miss her so much, I’d even give everything to see her one last time and tell her how much I love her even though. But I’d doubt she’ll think I’m still alive.
“Frankie?” I heard Gerard say, I look up at him, he’s just in a towel, his milky white chest is on full view.
“Frank?” he said again as he made his way towards me. Oh no I’m scared he might do something else to me! I quickly slid backwards away from his as my back hit against something I looked around and saw it was a bed, I tried to climb up over it but I was too late I felt his hands on my waist and he turned me round to face him, I struggled a bit making us both fall on the bed, I’m crying so hard by now. He’s ontop of me, Zaid promised me he’s different then Tony! But this is déjà vu all over!. He had his hands now on my arms pinning me down on the bed.
“Frankie, stop please” he said his voice soft and…sincere? I kept struggling a bit, fuck… might aswell just give up, this is my life I’m destined to be treated like shit! I stopped struggling underneath him and looked at him, his eyes full of concern. “I’m not going to hurt you” he said again. I cannot believe him I know he’ll fucking beat me up any second!
He removed his hands from mine and moved away from me sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes still on me, I quickly sat myself up and moved a little bit away from him.
“Frank, please talk to me” he said I sighed and looked down at the floor.
“Zaid lied….. he said you’ll take care of me” I whispered wishing he won’t hear me.
“Oh, no Frank he didn’t lie I will take care of you”
“Oh really? Then what do you call that?” I said frowning at him pointing at the floor.
“You should have given me the reason why I shouldn’t continue, I asked you why, yet you didn’t speak” he said.
“It’s because I don’t want this! Can’t you see it , that I hate this! And this” I pulled at my collar , “I don’t want to be owned by someone, I want to be free be able to have friends, a job, a family.” I said to him,
He nods and sighs “Frankie, I cannot let you go, not after all the shit I;ve been through to get you!”.
“I don’t care, you have your life, you live it the way you want I have nothing, no family nothing my life is to please you and other scums.”
“Well you have to start to like it princess cause I’m not going to let you go, and if you are thinking of running away, think again I have this placed secured good.” He said getting up and making his way out the room leaving me here.
About three hours has passed and all I did was lay on the bed staring at the clock on the night stand. I heard the door open, I didn’t bother to look up knowing it was Gerard.
“Frank, Gee wants you downstairs” he said I looked up to see a young men, his hair black a little bit long, he had tattoos on both arms like me and a collar?!, he’s Gerard’s pet too! I fucking knew it.
“Tell him to go suck a dick” I said looking back at the night stand, I hear the door close and footsteps coming in, I feel the bed sink.
“Listen Frank, I know how you’re feeling I was like you, but now I’m so glad to be here! I love it here, I wouldn’t exchange it for anything.” He said I looked up at him as if he was crazy.
“And how do you feel about ‘Gee’ having another pet huh?” I asked him, he looked at me and frowned.
“First of all Frankie, it’s not Gee but Master, and secondly what are you talking about another pet?”
“Oh so now I have to call him Master when you don’t! and yes hello” I pulled my collar for him to see “I’m his pet too”
“OH! No no no Frankie you have it all wrong” he laughed at me, what the fuck is funny, he is sure to be cheerful and happy! “Gerard isn’t my Master, I’m his brothers pet, maybe a bit more then just a pet.” He said again laughing slightly. Wait…brother..pet….so this is Pete, wait so does that mean me and Pete get to actually know each other.
“I’m Pete, Pete Wentz” he said formally putting his hand out for me to shake with a smile on his lips.
“Well you know who I am” I said taking his hand in mine and shaking it. I kinda like this Pete guy he seems cheerful and someone who would make you laugh when you have a terrible day and I’m also relieved he’s not Gerard’s pet.
He kept smiling and nodded at me “Well Gee needs you downstairs, it’s dinner time, and afterward I’ll show you to our room” he giggled and stood up “Oh and Frank, welcome home” he said before leaving, me following behind… that welcome home wasn’t enough for me to change my mind I want OUT.

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