Whips in passion
Chapter Thirt-Six: Pandas and Panic
*~*~*Time-lapse 3 weeks later*~*~*~*
A couple of weeks have passed, and my training has been getting harder, especially my combat one as far as for firing range I was good. My aim is perfect, I could easily get a headshot from a few metres but apparently for Maiden it wasn’t enough, it’s never enough for neither of them two.
I managed to get a few punches here and there around Shadows quick dodging, there was only one time where I thought I have seriously broken the dude’s nose, he was taunting me, calling me everything that came in the books what seriously set my balls off was when he mentioned my mother and it got more personal. My punch was directed towards his nose and I seriously don’t feel bad about it, he’s been giving me a beating for the past two months and when I found the opportunity I took it, although he laughed it off and clicked his nose back to place without
hesitation.
The team has managed to get some information about Toni, there was no suspicions that he may know about us and our plan, then again it’s Toni he’s always working underneath someone else’s nose and nobody should be trusted, we managed to get a spy into his mansion and he did send a couple of messages back but none where of my mother’s whereabouts or her well-being, I just hope I won’t be too late to finally get her out of that place and after years away from her I could finally embrace my mother’s hold again.
As for Gerard, well things have been going well, apparently having a little muscle on my bones is surely making Gerard all worked up, not that I mind and not the I run around shirtless all the time. Although sometimes I do find it a little bit annoying, I mean after a whole day of training having sex was the last thing on my mind but hey I would feel so fucking shitty if I were to refuse him, it would be hard to refuse someone who’s humping your leg and practically begging you for it.
Apart from all that bullshit things have been going well, and Gerard had decided that I no longer need to use of my own bedroom anymore, we moved my stuff to his bedroom in our little free time we had he seemed so happy on the outside yet I know that it’s killing him that I have to go through this intense training to get me ready for it all.
Shadows and Maiden contacted the headquarters yesterday saying that I nearing the end of my sessions with everything, both Shadows and Maiden try to pull some more time, but something was up on the other end, Shadows tone had changed and so did his body language. He just nodded away as the other blabbered which I was hoping it was Zaid accepting their offer so we can finally get down to work, they left on short notice with a “you’ll be hearing from Jasper first thing in the morning”.
It’s currently eight in the morning, Gerard is fast asleep on his chest his face facing the other end of the bed his long hair covering most of it, little snores can be heard escaping his beautiful plump lips still a little swollen from last night, his back was not covered with the duvet and it looked so pristine against the rays of the sunlight that was starting to creep from behind the curtains, at times like this I realize that although I had it bad for a couple of years, he’s the best thing that ever happened to me and that I am so lucky to have him, he has put up with a lot of my bullshit already, my mood swings, my fucked up life, my fucked up past and yet he stayed. I sometimes think that I might still be in Toni’s basement dreaming of all this, but that all changes when I remember that that bastard still lingers around and without him having me to torture he brought my mother in on this.
I turn on my side and wrap one arm around Gerard’s waist pulling him closer to me, he mutters something inaudible while brushing his hair away from his face, I stare at his face his complexion looks so sweet and relax, his little nose so perfect fuck everything is perfect about him and I can’t help myself just feel the need of wanting to cuddle up against him, just tangle my arms and feet with his and stay there all day, I pull him closer to me, his side touching my chest I lean in closer my lips inches away from his ear:
“Babe….” I whisper gently into his ear.
I know it’s too early and he might be so grumpy about it, but it will be all worth it. It seems like he didn’t hear him so I whisper again into his ear this time closer;
“Baabe, wake up” I shook him slowly, only to get another mutter out of him, I smile to myself and proceed to shake him again and this time he turns facing me, now now I don’t want to deal with a grumpy Gerard I just want to cuddle up my adorable boyfriend even if he falls asleep doing so. He groans a little bit, his hand sliding up to his face covering it with his palm as if he tried to push himself away from me;
“Wh-at?” he says from behind his hand, I smile again and lean in closer, sliding a little bit down to bring my face levelled with his, I reach for his hand and take it away, his eyes still closed.
“I wanna cuddle” I say in a cheerful tone.
“Go cuddl-e a p-an-da… it’s- th-ere” he raises his other hand pointing randomly across the room, the hell is he talking about pandas? I chuckle to myself realising he’s sleep talking; with a grin I push myself closer to him.
“I want to cuddle with you though” I say while poking his chest playfully. He doesn’t reply so I shake him a little bit more, his eyes snap open bloodshot while he stares at me, confusion on his face than he relaxes a bit;
“Frankie?” he whispers lightly as he looks at me, still grinning I nod my head and take hold of his hand to enwind our finger together.
“What baby it’s so - ugh early?” he says while letting out a yawn.
“I know, but I got lonely and I need to cuddle you” I say, he smiles lightly and turns on his side facing me, his chest and scar in full view, I always hated that scar it made his chest look bad and it looked painful.
“Only if I get to sleep for more hours” he says and wraps his arm around my waist.
“That’ll do” I reply, sighing as his other arm slid its way underneath my neck.
A few seconds pass and Gerard was back to snoring lightly, his chest slowly raising with every breath he takes. I smile to myself and close my eyes, if I can I’ll stay like this forever, just me and my one true love.
-
“Frank baby wake up” I feel someone shake me, my eyes fly open.
“Frankie, baby come on we need to go” Gerard is hovering above me while he shakes me to wake up, I rub the sleep off my eyes.
“What’s up?” I ask, taking a look at him he was already dressed in his black skinnies and black tight shirt.
“Baby there is not time to explain we need to go, go get dressed I’ll explain everything on the way there” he says in a hurry and panic, while slipping on his leather fingerless gloves. I nod and push myself off the bed, going inside the closet and begin to dress myself. My heart is pumping fast inside of my chest, something is wrong and I can feel it. Gerard is too panicky I have never seen him this way before, he marches into the closet and ushered me to hurry up.
Finally dressed I emerge from the closet into an empty bedroom, I run out the room, down the corridor and down the stairs, the front door is open and I can see Gerard getting inside his Destroya car, the one me and Pete used before.
I follow him and got myself into the car, the engine is already on while pulling the seatbelt around me;
“Babe what’s wrong?” I ask, the car started moving the tires letting out a screech nose against the road as we basically race to wherever we were going.
“Headquarters, something bad has happened and Jasper needs us there” he says.
My heart was pumping a lot more faster, what if something happened to my mother, what if he killed her? What if he chopped her into tiny pieces and sent her remains by mail to the headquarters? I start to imagine bits and pieces of my mother’s flesh in a box all cramped up. The images are making my breath breathing short and I can feel myself going into panic mode, I see Gerard look at me and then quickly at the road.
“Don’t, Frankie I need you with me, try and not panic” he says as his hand landed on my thigh, I nod a bit and close my eyes trying to take control over my body.
“Stay with me Frank” is the last thing I hear before slipping into nothingness.
A couple of weeks have passed, and my training has been getting harder, especially my combat one as far as for firing range I was good. My aim is perfect, I could easily get a headshot from a few metres but apparently for Maiden it wasn’t enough, it’s never enough for neither of them two.
I managed to get a few punches here and there around Shadows quick dodging, there was only one time where I thought I have seriously broken the dude’s nose, he was taunting me, calling me everything that came in the books what seriously set my balls off was when he mentioned my mother and it got more personal. My punch was directed towards his nose and I seriously don’t feel bad about it, he’s been giving me a beating for the past two months and when I found the opportunity I took it, although he laughed it off and clicked his nose back to place without
hesitation.
The team has managed to get some information about Toni, there was no suspicions that he may know about us and our plan, then again it’s Toni he’s always working underneath someone else’s nose and nobody should be trusted, we managed to get a spy into his mansion and he did send a couple of messages back but none where of my mother’s whereabouts or her well-being, I just hope I won’t be too late to finally get her out of that place and after years away from her I could finally embrace my mother’s hold again.
As for Gerard, well things have been going well, apparently having a little muscle on my bones is surely making Gerard all worked up, not that I mind and not the I run around shirtless all the time. Although sometimes I do find it a little bit annoying, I mean after a whole day of training having sex was the last thing on my mind but hey I would feel so fucking shitty if I were to refuse him, it would be hard to refuse someone who’s humping your leg and practically begging you for it.
Apart from all that bullshit things have been going well, and Gerard had decided that I no longer need to use of my own bedroom anymore, we moved my stuff to his bedroom in our little free time we had he seemed so happy on the outside yet I know that it’s killing him that I have to go through this intense training to get me ready for it all.
Shadows and Maiden contacted the headquarters yesterday saying that I nearing the end of my sessions with everything, both Shadows and Maiden try to pull some more time, but something was up on the other end, Shadows tone had changed and so did his body language. He just nodded away as the other blabbered which I was hoping it was Zaid accepting their offer so we can finally get down to work, they left on short notice with a “you’ll be hearing from Jasper first thing in the morning”.
It’s currently eight in the morning, Gerard is fast asleep on his chest his face facing the other end of the bed his long hair covering most of it, little snores can be heard escaping his beautiful plump lips still a little swollen from last night, his back was not covered with the duvet and it looked so pristine against the rays of the sunlight that was starting to creep from behind the curtains, at times like this I realize that although I had it bad for a couple of years, he’s the best thing that ever happened to me and that I am so lucky to have him, he has put up with a lot of my bullshit already, my mood swings, my fucked up life, my fucked up past and yet he stayed. I sometimes think that I might still be in Toni’s basement dreaming of all this, but that all changes when I remember that that bastard still lingers around and without him having me to torture he brought my mother in on this.
I turn on my side and wrap one arm around Gerard’s waist pulling him closer to me, he mutters something inaudible while brushing his hair away from his face, I stare at his face his complexion looks so sweet and relax, his little nose so perfect fuck everything is perfect about him and I can’t help myself just feel the need of wanting to cuddle up against him, just tangle my arms and feet with his and stay there all day, I pull him closer to me, his side touching my chest I lean in closer my lips inches away from his ear:
“Babe….” I whisper gently into his ear.
I know it’s too early and he might be so grumpy about it, but it will be all worth it. It seems like he didn’t hear him so I whisper again into his ear this time closer;
“Baabe, wake up” I shook him slowly, only to get another mutter out of him, I smile to myself and proceed to shake him again and this time he turns facing me, now now I don’t want to deal with a grumpy Gerard I just want to cuddle up my adorable boyfriend even if he falls asleep doing so. He groans a little bit, his hand sliding up to his face covering it with his palm as if he tried to push himself away from me;
“Wh-at?” he says from behind his hand, I smile again and lean in closer, sliding a little bit down to bring my face levelled with his, I reach for his hand and take it away, his eyes still closed.
“I wanna cuddle” I say in a cheerful tone.
“Go cuddl-e a p-an-da… it’s- th-ere” he raises his other hand pointing randomly across the room, the hell is he talking about pandas? I chuckle to myself realising he’s sleep talking; with a grin I push myself closer to him.
“I want to cuddle with you though” I say while poking his chest playfully. He doesn’t reply so I shake him a little bit more, his eyes snap open bloodshot while he stares at me, confusion on his face than he relaxes a bit;
“Frankie?” he whispers lightly as he looks at me, still grinning I nod my head and take hold of his hand to enwind our finger together.
“What baby it’s so - ugh early?” he says while letting out a yawn.
“I know, but I got lonely and I need to cuddle you” I say, he smiles lightly and turns on his side facing me, his chest and scar in full view, I always hated that scar it made his chest look bad and it looked painful.
“Only if I get to sleep for more hours” he says and wraps his arm around my waist.
“That’ll do” I reply, sighing as his other arm slid its way underneath my neck.
A few seconds pass and Gerard was back to snoring lightly, his chest slowly raising with every breath he takes. I smile to myself and close my eyes, if I can I’ll stay like this forever, just me and my one true love.
-
“Frank baby wake up” I feel someone shake me, my eyes fly open.
“Frankie, baby come on we need to go” Gerard is hovering above me while he shakes me to wake up, I rub the sleep off my eyes.
“What’s up?” I ask, taking a look at him he was already dressed in his black skinnies and black tight shirt.
“Baby there is not time to explain we need to go, go get dressed I’ll explain everything on the way there” he says in a hurry and panic, while slipping on his leather fingerless gloves. I nod and push myself off the bed, going inside the closet and begin to dress myself. My heart is pumping fast inside of my chest, something is wrong and I can feel it. Gerard is too panicky I have never seen him this way before, he marches into the closet and ushered me to hurry up.
Finally dressed I emerge from the closet into an empty bedroom, I run out the room, down the corridor and down the stairs, the front door is open and I can see Gerard getting inside his Destroya car, the one me and Pete used before.
I follow him and got myself into the car, the engine is already on while pulling the seatbelt around me;
“Babe what’s wrong?” I ask, the car started moving the tires letting out a screech nose against the road as we basically race to wherever we were going.
“Headquarters, something bad has happened and Jasper needs us there” he says.
My heart was pumping a lot more faster, what if something happened to my mother, what if he killed her? What if he chopped her into tiny pieces and sent her remains by mail to the headquarters? I start to imagine bits and pieces of my mother’s flesh in a box all cramped up. The images are making my breath breathing short and I can feel myself going into panic mode, I see Gerard look at me and then quickly at the road.
“Don’t, Frankie I need you with me, try and not panic” he says as his hand landed on my thigh, I nod a bit and close my eyes trying to take control over my body.
“Stay with me Frank” is the last thing I hear before slipping into nothingness.
Notes
Ohhhh I like where this is going :D!
A little cuddly fluffy side of Frankie <3
AND this where the story begins, it's not near the end yet
Also comments are always accepted I read them as always <3
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KayKay
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9/18/17