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Bulletproof Heart

Chapter 9 All I Want Is Nothing (All I Want Is You) Part 1


Narrator's POV


Frankie managed to rush past Ray and Mikey without being stopped. After Gee's clothes started washing, she went to Brendan's usual guest room to find he was gone. His suitcase sat alone on the bed. He wasn't anywhere in the cabin. She went to ask Ray, trying not to panic.
"Hey guys, do you know where Brendan went? His stuff is here but he isn't in his room."
"He ran out of the house in a big hurry about 10 minutes ago." Ray answered. "He seemed upset but I couldn't be sure because he was out of here fast."
"Hmm, that's weird. Do you know if he went upstairs at all?"
"Uh, I don't know. I didn't see him up there but we were paying attention to our game. Why would that matter?" Ray gave her a suspicious look. Ray had indeed seen her run down the stairs and past their room like a bat outta hell. Why was everyone acting so strange? He'd find out one way or another.
"Oh, no reason. Just curious." Frankie knew that was a lame response but couldn't think of a better one. Ray just nodded.
"Where's Gee?" Mikey asked. "Seen him lately?" He thought things were beginning to seem really strange as well.
"I spilled soda on his lap while we were talking. So he wanted to shower and I found him a change of clothes. I'm washing his old clothes now. I've got to find Brendan so I'll be back."


Worry fills her mind as she thought about what might be causing her best friend's disappearance. The petite girl headed out the front door and searched the yard, and after coming up empty, hopped in her car to go looking for him. There weren't too many places to go in this tiny area so he'd be fairly easy to find.


As soon as Frankie left to go look for Brendan, Ray turn to look at Mikey. "So what do you make of all this? Something happened up there with Frankie and Gee, besides spilling a soda, and I'm pretty sure Brendan heard it."
"Yup," Mikey agreed, keeping his famous poker face on.
"Brendan has been in love with her since the 3rd grade. Poor guy needs to move on. It's not gonna happen, man."


Gerard was just heading out of Frankie's room on a high he'd never felt before. Nothing beats the feeling you have when you are in the very beginning stages of love. It's a lot like the feeling you get when you're fresh out of the shower. All clean and fresh, hair is still damp, you smell like your favorite body wash or shampoo. He was unaware of the huge smile on his face. He ran downstairs feeling on top of the world.
"Hey guys, still playing?" Gerard asked them. Ray and Mikey grunted in the affirmative. "So, where is everyone else?" He tries to act nonchalant but failed.
"You mean, where's Frankie?" Mikey asked with a smile, earning an eye roll and a slight blush from his older brother. "And her friend."
"Brendan ran out the door upset early so she went out looking for him. We don't know why he left. Do YOU know of any reason he might have had to be upset? Might he have seen or heard anything?" Ray's questioning felt like an interrogation. Gerard blushed deeper red and looked away. "I think that's a yes. What were you doing up there?"
"1st of all, none of your business. 2nd, we just met. What kind of a guy do you think I am? And 3rd and most importantly.... none of your business."
"Didn't answer my question." Ray pointed out, making Gerard even more flustered.
"If he heard anything then I'm sorry. But if hes really than upset than probably misunderstood what he heard. You both know my stand on sex. I wasn't ready before and I'm still not." Gerard turned and walked into the guest room he would be staying in for the week.
Mikey and Ray looked at each other puzzled. "I didn't think they were having sex. That was weird." Ray said, now positive something happened now, because he'd never seen Gee that defensive.
"Yup," Mikey's expression never changing.
"Talking to you can be truly frustrating you know? I can't tell if youre engaged in this conversation or just waiting for me to stop talking so we can return to our game." Ray paused to look at Mikey again but Mikey was as unreadable as ever. "I even cant imagine being married to you. Your poor future wife." Ray shook his head slowly, chuckling under his breath. Ray turned back to the game and waited for Mikey to say he was ready to restart the game, but instead he let out a long, loud sigh. Ray turned back slightly to glance at his friend, tilting his head questioningly.
"Mikes? Everything ok?"
Mikey slowly set down his controller, then took Ray's out of his hand to place it next to his. "I always listen to everything you say. Just don't always know what to say back. So I say very little. But I can't stand being here with you, and saying nothing anymore." Mikey grabbed both sides of Ray's face with his hands and crashed their lips together for a moment before pulling away. Mikey still had his hands on Ray's face. "Just hope this doesn't ruin our friendship." He dropped his hands and gaze to his lap.
Ray had no idea his friend was hiding these feelings and he didn't know what his were but he wasn't afraid to find out. Ray grabbed his best friend's hands and held them in his.
"I had no idea Mikes." Mikey's face fell. "No, I'm not saying no. I'm just surprised. I didn't even know you were into guys."
"I wasnt. I've always liked girls, it's just you. And I tried to stop thinking about you, because I was sure you didn't return my feelings. And I don't want things to get awkward." Mikey said most of this with his head down. Ray let go of one hand to gently lift his chin.
"Well, we have so much in common. I already love you like a best friend." Ray leaned in until his lips grazed Mikey's ear, causing him to shiver. "And I know that you're great kisser. I'm down with trying this out. Just give me a little time to catch up, ok?" Mikey nodded, so happy that he was sure he must be dreaming.
Ray was trying to seem confident and he was definitely excited to try something new, but they both knew the implications if this went sour. In truth, he was scared as well. What if it was weird? The kiss felt nice but what if he stopped liking it? He didn't want to hurt Mikey's feelings. What if it did mess up their friendship? What if he DID really like it? He broke away to close and lock the door, gulping when his back was turned. Then he took Mikey's hand and led him to the bed so they'd have somewhere more comfortable than the floor to sit on. They both stared nervously at their own feet before Mikey took of his glasses and made another move. He figured his first one was way harder and look how good that turned out. Soon his hands were tangled in Ray's curly hair, gently pulling and receiving quiet moans as a result. Ray's hands wandered to Mikey's waist automatically, pulling their bodies closer as they slowly laid on their sides. Ray couldn't believe could good this felt. He couldn't believe he wasn't sure if he was going to like this or not. He was painfully hard already. So much so that he was dying to touch himself. He didn't want to admit it to anyone, but this was his first kiss. He'd never thought about Mikey like this before, seen him in boxers, in the showers at school (not that he was really looking). But now all he could think about was, why had I not noticed him before?
Mikey's tongue was exploring Ray's mouth, massaging his tongue, nibbling his bottom lip. He was just as hard as Ray and just as desperate for contact. He wasn't sure how far Ray wanted to go but he knew Ray was loving what they were doing because Ray had started unconsciously rutting against his leg. Mikey smiled and moved to his neck, peppering him with kisses. Slowly, he rolled them so Mikey was on top of Ray.
"This ok?" He asked as he started rubbing himself on Ray. His affirmative answer wasn't in words but rather grunts. Mikey was finally giving them both the friction they wanted so much. Then he started whispering in his ear, alternating this with sucking on a part his neck. "You don't know how long I've wanted this. Wanted you." This was clearly having the desired effect because Ray's moans became louder, and his face was entirely hazy. "You're so hot. You can't even imagine all the things I want to do with you. To you." That pushed Ray close to the edge.
"Uh, Oh-oh G-god Mikes," Ray breathed quietly, clearly starting to lose it.
"Cum for me Ray." He whispered in his ear then licked the shell.
"Ah, Ah, Ah, Mike.....Ah." That was all Mikey needed to hear.
"God..., Raaaay...., Ah, Ah," Mikey's orgasm seemed to go on forever. After so many nights for jacking off to the image of Ray, actually having him here was so exciting. Having him scream his name.
In another bedroom not so far away, Gerard laid on his bed with a lot on his mind. Then he heard a familiar sound. Ray and Mikey, huh? Wouldn't have guessed that one but as long as they're happy. But why was Ray busting my balls when they were sneaking around?

Notes

I'm back! I've been working on this story really hard. The last few chapters were rewritten many times and so was this one. Hope you like it.

If you are enjoying this story, I would love it if you would pass it along to others. Pls subscribe and comment. I have another story that I'm starting very soon as well. Thanks alot kids.

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Comments

@Gee'sCLUELESSgirl!
Thx. I'll eventually have something up there!

Sharpest_Life_B Sharpest_Life_B
2/22/17

OMG...I saw your name on AO3 when you commented on one of my fics there and I thought "I recognise that name", but I looked there and you had no fics...I was confused!...NOW I'M NOT!

I'm looking forward to reading the rest of this, and seeing what you put up over there.
Welcome back, and I hope you and your family are well, or feel better soon.
xxx

Yeah. I rly am working on it.

Sharpest_Life_B Sharpest_Life_B
12/22/15

@Sharpest_Life_B
omg you re back!!!

emoqueen emoqueen
12/14/15

I'm working on the ending. I promise.

Sharpest_Life_B Sharpest_Life_B
12/10/15